How Far

My life is a circle
No beginning and no end
It's always repeating
A trail I defend

A misunderstanding
That can't be erased like a file
I've got all I wanted
But still I'm not satisfied

How far will I go to
And search my respect and my pride?
How long will I lie to myself
About the privilege of my life
That turns around 'till I die
And take the dark with me?

Why am I sad when I have
More than I ever had?

My life is too stable, I get no air
My jail is my skin
I'm false like a fable
That is being praised
For it's sin

Once I am trying to follow the light then
The bitch grips my feet
Pulls me down, underneath

How far will I go to
And search my respect and my pride?
How long will I lie to myself
About the privilege of my life
That turns around 'till I die
And take the dark with me?