Horseshoe Crab

I learned that hunger is a symptom
of adopting bad behavior.
I bit my tongue last night,
woke up with blood on my pillow.
I woke up thirsty.

Words make less sense to me these days.
Face look flat and unfamiliar.
Do you want to rest forever?
Underwater it gets better.
When I get better,
I'll treat you like I used to.

I'll do the things you want me to.
Sometime I feel like I'm a seahorse.
Sometimes I think that I'm a horseshoe crab.
I don't have anything in common with myself,

except that I came from the sea
like everyone else did.
But it is so unfamiliar now.
Everything is so unfamiliar now.