Hopeless

there is no end to my love
with life closing in
everyone that i have known was so full of shit
i have wasted countless seasons feeling insecure
its taken all my feelings
leaving me with nothing unperverse
no hope
for me
my heart
will forever bleed
grind me up
take my senses
peel them away
i dont want to remember yesterday
i feel i have been raked over one too many coals
you better watch your step
i just might lose all of my control