Curdled

wait a minute
let the blood begin to flow once again
last stroke of pleasure then the suffering is ready to begin
i hope you dont think this is all just to waist your precious time
you might have a change of heart, once you find out what i have in mind
i never wanted to be part of your world
i never was part of the fabric of your world
now hold your breath and take it in to such a dark and secret place
then let it out and suck it up and swallow everything you taste
spread it wide and feel the rapture of a thousand angels songs
i tap the roof, might leave a scar, but never meant you any harm
i never wanted to be part of your world
and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled
i never was part of the fabric of your world
and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled
i dont have a fucking thing that anyone could take from me
except my worthlessness and rage
except to share my suffering
and i dont need a fucking thing
except someone to share this pain
what do you fucking want from me
its only heartache i bring
if it feels wrong to live
if it feels right to die
then we will say goodbye