Luyện nghe bài hát Hope Of Morning

My mind's a kaleidoscope, it too fast
all the colors 'til I can't see past
The last mistake, the I made
Staring in the mirror with to blame
I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my
I'm scared you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
I second guess to death, I re-solicit every step
What if my words are meaningless? What if my misleading this?
I try to every moment as it comes to me
Bottle up the memories and let keep me company

When the hope of morning to fade in me
I dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of makes me worth the fight
I will not be in tonight

When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or happens first,
I'll you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
Or worse, if my life's work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental
Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to
I really can't if I'm insane or insomniac
Now days, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose
Trade up made up epidemics, pass prescription pills
But my disorder be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
But I wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know
Self-disgust and take me everywhere I go

When the hope of morning to fade in me
I don't dare let have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me the fight
I not be giving in tonight

Try as I to keep it together
Why is recovery taking
Fool the world, just until I get better
I'm terrified be faking forever
On and on I wonder what wrong inside my head
I don't to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
All the I can't explain away won't fade
All the the silenced by the shame
Don't make me say it

When the hope of morning to fade in me
I don't let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning me worth the fight
I will not be giving in