Luyện nghe bài hát Hope Of Morning

My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too
all the colors 'til I can't see past
The mistake, the choice I made
Staring in the mirror myself to blame
I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my
I'm scared that you'll compare and look a lifetime past repair
I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every
What if my words are meaningless? if my heart's misleading this?
I try to capture moment as it comes to me
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me

When the of morning starts to fade in me
I don't let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning me worth the fight
I not be giving in tonight

When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or happens first,
I'll need you to reassure me I didn't a verse
Or worse, if my life's work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental
Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to
I really can't if I'm insane or insomniac
Now days, all the kids want crazy, diagnose themselves
Trade up made up epidemics, pass prescription pills
But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully
But I wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know
and selfishness take me everywhere I go

When the hope of morning to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the
I will not be in tonight

Try as I might to keep it
Why is recovery forever
Fool the world, just until I get better
I'm terrified I'll be faking
On and on I wonder what went wrong my head
I have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
All the pain I can't away won't fade
All the the secrets silenced by the
Don't make me say it

When the hope of morning to fade in me
I dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me the fight
I not be giving in tonight