I eat only and air And everyone I'm dumb But I'm smart because I've it out.
I am than you are And I am burning my skin off little by Until I bone and self Until I get to where I am I get to where I am
Food doesn't tempt me I am so full of energy and sense I can even by water now Because I am off the parts of me I don't need anymore.
I could the slow drips of pain before, Swirling inside my lungs should have been. Now I'm inside.
I out hundreds of things that I didn't need anymore. All my dresses and Stupid things like and socks. Most days I float through the house So I can see in the mirrors. I have of them everywhere And talk back to me all the time. keep me true and pure. They make I'm still here.
When I what I had to do I all my notebooks, all my manuscripts And ate them page by So I could my words with me.
I can finally my life and even death And I will die slowly like steam escaping a pipe.
is my greatest performance And all of the actresses who won my parts say How wonderful to let yourself go mad, How wonderful to go on kind of journey And not if you come back to tell the story.
I scratch on the walls now So people visit this museum and know How someone like me ends up this (they'll say is art in here somewhere).
Everything that comes out of me is tear, every cough, every piss. Everything that comes off of me is Every fingernail, every eyelash, hair.
Starvation is sacred and I my bones the windows at night. I light candles and feel evaporate. body is a little church, a little temple. You see me now because I've gone inside.
My doesn't call anymore. My don't call anymore. You hurt me anymore. They can't me anymore. I can.
And okay. I need them anymore. I can off of me. I to me. I dance me. I eat me.
When they find me, I'll have a little smile on my And they'll wrap me in a cloth and lay me in the ground And say they understand. But I do. I hurt anymore. I'm not anymore. I'm not sad I'm not anymore. I it through.
I feel so and clean when I stretch out on the floor and sing. Sometimes god comes in for a minute and I'm doing fine, I'm almost there.
day I get a little closer to vanishing. Some I can't stand up because the room moves under my feet And I smile because I'm there, I'm an angel.
One day I am thin enough go outside Fluttering my so I can fly And I will be so that I will pass through all of you wind.