I eat only and air And thinks I'm dumb But I'm smart because I've it out.
I am than you are And I am my skin off little by little Until I reach and self Until I get to I am essential Until I get to I am
doesn't tempt me anymore Because I am so full of and sense I can pass by water now I am living off the parts of me That I need anymore.
I could feel the slow drips of before, Swirling inside where my lungs have been. Now I'm inside.
I threw out of things that I didn't need anymore. All my dresses and Stupid like jeans and socks. Most days I float through the naked So I can see in the mirrors. I have of them everywhere And talk back to me all the time. They keep me and pure. They make sure I'm here.
When I knew I had to do I all my notebooks, all my manuscripts And ate them by page So I could take my words me.
I can finally control my and even death And I will die like steam escaping from a pipe.
is my greatest performance And all of the who won my parts will say How to let yourself go that mad, How wonderful to go on kind of journey And not care if you come back to the story.
I scratch on the walls now So people visit this museum and know How like me ends up like this (they'll say is art in here somewhere).
Everything that comes out of me is Every tear, cough, every piss. that comes off of me is sacred Every fingernail, every eyelash, hair.
Starvation is sacred and I scratch my the windows at night. I light and feel myself evaporate. This is a little church, a little temple. You see me now because I've gone inside.
My doesn't call anymore. My friends call anymore. You can't me anymore. can't hurt me anymore. I can.
And okay. I don't them anymore. I can off of me. I to me. I with me. I eat me.
When they find me, I'll have a little on my face And wrap me in a white cloth and lay me in the ground And say they understand. But I do. I hurt anymore. I'm not anymore. I'm not sad I'm not anymore. I it through.
I feel so holy and clean when I stretch out on the and sing. god comes in for a minute and says I'm doing fine, I'm almost there.
Every day I get a closer to vanishing. Some days I can't stand up because the room moves my feet And I because I'm almost there, I'm an angel.
One day I am thin enough I'll go Fluttering my so I can fly And I be so slight that I will pass through all of you wind.