I eat sleep and air And everyone I'm dumb But I'm smart because I've it out.
I am slimmer you are And I am burning my skin off little by I reach bone and self Until I get to where I am I get to where I am
Food tempt me anymore Because I am so full of and sense I can pass by water now Because I am off the parts of me That I don't anymore.
I feel the slow drips of pain before, Swirling inside where my lungs have been. Now I'm inside.
I threw out hundreds of things that I need anymore. All my and bras things like jeans and socks. Most days I through the house naked So I can see in the mirrors. I have hundreds of them And they back to me all the time. keep me true and pure. They make I'm still here.
When I knew I had to do I all my notebooks, all my manuscripts And ate them by page So I could my words with me.
I can finally my life and even death And I will die slowly like steam from a pipe.
is my greatest performance And all of the who won my parts will say How wonderful to let go that mad, How wonderful to go on this of journey And not care if you come back to the story.
I scratch words on the now So people will visit museum and know How like me ends up like this (they'll say there is art in somewhere).
Everything that out of me is sacred tear, every cough, every piss. Everything that comes off of me is Every fingernail, eyelash, every hair.
Starvation is sacred and I my bones the windows at night. I light and feel myself evaporate. This body is a little church, a temple. You see me now because I've gone inside.
My family doesn't anymore. My friends call anymore. You can't me anymore. They hurt me anymore. I can.
And okay. I don't need anymore. I can off of me. I to me. I dance me. I eat me.
When they find me, I'll a little smile on my face And they'll wrap me in a cloth and lay me in the ground And say don't understand. But I do. I don't anymore. I'm not anymore. I'm not sad I'm not anymore. I it through.
I feel so holy and when I stretch out on the floor and sing. god comes in for a minute and says I'm doing fine, I'm almost there.
Every day I get a little to vanishing. Some I can't stand up because the room moves under my feet And I smile because I'm there, I'm an angel.
One day I am thin enough I'll go Fluttering my so I can fly And I be so slight that I will pass through all of you wind.