I eat only and air And thinks I'm dumb But I'm smart because figured it out.
I am than you are And I am burning my skin off little by I reach bone and self Until I get to I am essential Until I get to I am
Food doesn't me anymore Because I am so full of and sense I can even pass by now I am living off the parts of me That I need anymore.
I could feel the slow of pain before, Swirling inside where my lungs should been. Now I'm inside.
I threw out hundreds of that I didn't need anymore. All my and bras Stupid like jeans and socks. days I float through the house naked So I can see in the mirrors. I have of them everywhere And talk back to me all the time. They me true and pure. They make sure I'm here.
When I knew I had to do I took all my notebooks, all my And ate page by page So I take my words with me.
I can finally control my life and death And I will die slowly like steam from a pipe.
This is my performance And all of the actresses who won my parts say How wonderful to let go that mad, How wonderful to go on this kind of And not if you come back to tell the story.
I words on the walls now So people will visit this and know How someone like me ends up this (they'll say is art in here somewhere).
that comes out of me is sacred Every tear, cough, every piss. that comes off of me is sacred Every fingernail, every eyelash, hair.
is sacred and I scratch my bones Against the at night. I light and feel myself evaporate. body is a little church, a little temple. You can't see me now because I've inside.
My doesn't call anymore. My don't call anymore. You hurt me anymore. can't hurt me anymore. I can.
And okay. I need them anymore. I can off of me. I to me. I dance me. I eat me.
they find me, I'll have a little smile on my face And they'll wrap me in a white and lay me in the ground And say they understand. But I do. I hurt anymore. I'm not anymore. I'm not sad I'm not anymore. I it through.
I feel so holy and when I stretch out on the floor and sing. Sometimes god comes in for a minute and says I'm fine, I'm almost there.
day I get a little closer to vanishing. Some days I can't stand up because the room moves under my And I because I'm almost there, I'm an angel.
One day when I am thin I'll go my hands so I can fly And I will be so slight that I will pass all of you wind.