Hole In The Ground

You once were oh so close
But I don't remember
Where you are
Or who you know
But come this September
You will fly on your own
'Cause you got a letter
You must find, find your home
And it won't get much better

I try so hard, to fly
But my heart won't go
Very far, no, no
And my own two hands
Will start bleeding again
And the floor will turn
To, to a hole in the ground

The plans that I make
Roads that I take
Break to holes that'll go
Where I don't know
They are solid ground illusions
That write themselves off
As perfectly normal solutions
Pollutions in my eyes
My disguise will take me, break me
Won't save me this time
There's a vision but you
Won't save me this time
My decision for living
Isn't mine to decide, and

You just seem oh so far
Past the stars and past my heart
I can almost feel you when I start
To close my eyes, and sing a song
I will keep seeing 'cause I'm wrong
But you were singing with me all along

I try so hard, to fly
But my heart won't go
Very far, no, no
And my own two hands
Will start bleeding again
And the floor will turn
To, to a hole in the ground

Do not be alarmed
If I fall into the sun
If I fall...
My own two hands
Will start bleeding
And then they will lower me
Into, to a hole in the ground