Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't shit to me You're kicking me out? fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming home Well no matter the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life