Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that make us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it 'Cause you ain't get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life