Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no what the cost And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children carry me know that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life