Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my and all them other songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble up with every address But I'd flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane goes Or if the crew wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life