Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I never asked was where the my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met their Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life