Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the goes down Or if the crew wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life