Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But don't you place the on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me out? fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met grandma Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye cruel Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life