Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane goes Or if the can't wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye cruel Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life