Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think it'd make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life