Mom I know I let you And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on we took this too far
I went in thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life