Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on we took this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert and both of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children will me Just know that I'm I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new