Mom I know I let you And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't shit to me You're kicking me out? fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming home Well no what the cost And if the plane goes Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My will carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life