Mom I know I let you And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we took too far
I went in thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this that I'll always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane goes Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life