Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)