Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back I'ma be
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)