Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)