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I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)