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I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)