Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)