Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)