Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)