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I'm going changes
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)