Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)