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I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)