Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)