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I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)