Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)