Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)