Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)