Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)