Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)