Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)