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I'm going through
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)