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I'm through changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)