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I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)