Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still your mother, that'll never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)