Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)