Gate to illusion

Gate to illusion

Flashes scan my thoughts
images of life,
but it's not easy to walk my way,
chances of future,
maybe too far,
but now I am sure that I would
........................................... do it

so let me dream,
don't tell it's unreal,
I know by myself, but still I am
....................................... hoping,
my mind will change,
it's always the same,
maybe I'll be blind and wake up
.......................................... again

Illusions rule my soul
but maybe I've got them clear to light my way
breaking through the lies I tell to
.................... ................. my eyes

Shunted to a better place
searching for the gate to your illusion,
waiting for the day
...you will live in the light

And now I'm here,
don't find my will,
so it's not easy to walk my way,
a moment of light,
another confused,
one day you're my target and
.................................then my bar

I'm not convinced
it's better confusion
than boring certainty that nothing will fade,
something's vanishing,
something appears,
surely I'll be blind and wake up
......................................... again

Illusions rule my soul
but maybe I'll find the will to leave the throne
breaking through the walls I've
................................ built for you