So many I don't understand got me weak in the knees like I don't wanna stand I try to back like a rubberband But got another plan To bury this rap cat under My closest aunt victim to a mad man He rapped her he stabbed her he her in the trash can In Tulsa Oklahoma da of the GAP ban they Charlene boomie My rap fan I cant express how much I miss the time I with you God why they have to kill my mamas twin Niqqa you cops sent you to jail Cuz I was comin to send you to After my choppers wings you I was jus a shorty when my Bobby died A star runnin from Long Beaches probably high His friend and his wife set off the right He caught them in bed let to his homicide on his death bed prepared to die He wrote a for his wife The title That's Not A Far Cuz goddamn is not a fair or not Guns I popped for you was i? I forget my Aunt Zeb you left I been missin you And I will til my breath Why do so loved ones have to meet a fast death wanted me to succeed how can I half step? Look up in the sky, tears in my Its hard to say goodbye gangstas cry Im in a room talkin to pictures Too loved ones lost and I miss ya god knows that I miss ya And even though im strong, now your gone Its hard to carry on Gangstas cry Late at night I get lost in the Wish I could dig off in your coffin and get ya I ya I put my pain on Theres nothing else I can do to it My music is if I don't use it I lose it Its so easy to pick up and abuse it When life is you on a way that you need to view shit I look at my gun and think of my buddies Leak and Cuz this is the same demon that took my people me A lot of my homies was killed illegal money I so many to bangin dat it aint even funny Its Cookie, its Ramon, its Charles, too to name Its solemn and shane, its pain in lane It's a shame when stack thicker than dictionaries I is my mind mentally sane My uncle is gone, god let em in, he was more of a father figure than His brother ever at my brain its like the head of a veteran I fight more pain Excedrin medicine ever did I cant my nightmares are comin unannounced I dream about I love cuz im runnin elf Is rap lyrics my they don't wanna bounce Its trapped spirits im thinkin my minds a house Sometimes I pray to my til my knees hurt I need work, my granny use to say I need This is for my people beneath We makin songs tattoos and rockin Rest In t-shirts Look up in the sky, tears in my Its to say goodbye even gangstas cry Im in a dark room talkin to Too many loved ones lost and I miss ya god knows I miss ya And even though im strong, now your gone Its to carry on even Gangstas cry Late at I get lost in the Scriptures Wish I dig off in your coffin and get ya I miss ya