So many memories I don't They got me weak in the knees like I don't stand I try to snap like a rubberband But got another plan To this rap cat under land My aunt fell victim to a mad man He rapped her he her he through her in the trash can In Tulsa Oklahoma da of the GAP ban they buried boomie My rap fan I cant express how much I miss the time I spent you God why have to kill my mamas twin sister Niqqa you lucky cops you to jail Cuz I was comin to send you to After my wings split you I was jus a when my cousin Bobby died A star runnin back from Long Beaches high His friend and his wife set off the right He them in bed which let to his homicide on his death bed prepared to die He a song for his wife The title Not A Far Goodbye Cuz is not a fair goodbye or not Guns I popped for you was i? I forget my Aunt Zeb you left I been missin you And I will til my breath Why do so many ones have to meet a fast death wanted me to succeed how can I half step? Look up in the sky, tears in my Its to say goodbye even gangstas cry Im in a room talkin to pictures Too many loved ones lost and I miss ya god that I miss ya And even im strong, now that your gone Its hard to carry on even cry Late at night I get lost in the Wish I could dig off in coffin and get ya I miss ya I put my on paper Theres nothing I can do to remove it My is therapeutic if I don't use it I lose it Its so easy to pick up and abuse it life is confusing you on a way that you need to view shit I look at my gun and think of my buddies Leak and Cuz this is the same demon that took my from me A lot of my homies was over illegal money I so many to bangin dat it aint even funny Its Cookie, its Ramon, its Charles, too to name Its and shane, its pain in memories lane It's a shame when obituaries stack than dictionaries I question is my mind sane My uncle LeRoy is gone, god let em in, he was more of a figure His brother ever been Look at my its like the head of a veteran I fight pain than Excedrin medicine ever did I cant my nightmares are comin unannounced I dream about people I cuz im runnin elf Is rap lyrics my therapy they don't wanna Its spirits im thinkin my minds a haunted house Sometimes I to my creator til my knees hurt I need work, my granny use to say I church is for my people beneath dirt We makin songs gettin and rockin Rest In t-shirts Look up in the sky, tears in my Its hard to say goodbye gangstas cry Im in a room talkin to pictures Too many loved ones lost and I miss ya god knows that I ya And though im strong, now that your gone Its hard to carry on Gangstas cry Late at night I get lost in the I could dig off in your coffin and get ya I miss ya