So many memories I don't got me weak in the knees like I don't wanna stand I try to back like a rubberband But flashbacks got plan To this rap cat under land My closest aunt victim to a mad man He rapped her he stabbed her he her in the trash can In Tulsa da home of the GAP ban they buried Charlene My rap fan I cant how much I miss the time I spent with you God why they have to kill my mamas sister Niqqa you lucky cops you to jail Cuz I was comin to send you to After my choppers split you I was jus a when my cousin Bobby died A star runnin back Long Beaches probably high His friend and his wife set off the right He caught them in bed which let to his Right on his death bed to die He wrote a for his wife The That's Not A Far Goodbye Cuz is not a fair goodbye or not Guns I woulda for you was i? I cant forget my Zeb Since you left I missin you And I til my last breath Why do so many ones have to meet a fast death They me to succeed how can I half step? Look up in the sky, tears in my Its to say goodbye even gangstas cry Im in a dark room talkin to Too many loved lost and I miss ya god knows that I miss ya And though im strong, now that your gone Its hard to on even Gangstas cry at night I get lost in the Scriptures Wish I could dig off in your and get ya I miss ya I put my pain on Theres nothing I can do to remove it My music is if I don't use it I lose it Its so easy to pick up and abuse it When life is confusing you on a way that you need to shit I look at my gun and think of my buddies Leak and Cuz this is the same demon that my people from me A lot of my homies was killed illegal money I lost so many to bangin dat it aint funny Its Cookie, its Ramon, its Charles, too to name Its solemn and shane, its pain in memories It's a shame when obituaries stack thicker than I question is my mind mentally My LeRoy is gone, god let em in, he was more of a father figure than His brother been at my brain its like the head of a veteran I fight more pain than Excedrin ever did I cant sleep my nightmares are unannounced I dream about I love cuz im runnin elf Is rap lyrics my therapy they don't wanna Its trapped spirits im thinkin my a haunted house Sometimes I pray to my creator til my hurt I work, my granny use to say I need church This is for my people dirt We makin songs gettin tattoos and Rest In peace up in the sky, tears in my eyes Its to say goodbye even gangstas cry Im in a room talkin to pictures Too many loved ones lost and I miss ya god that I miss ya And even im strong, now that your gone Its hard to carry on Gangstas cry Late at night I get lost in the Wish I could dig off in your and get ya I miss ya