I was painting a still life this Of a throat lozenge sitting on a of Tropic of Cancer The only thing weird about it is a year ago I never thought I'd paint anything I I wasn't ever gonna paint again It bother me too much, Warhol's dead David Hockney's still alive, I don't to paint
I over ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, ones and light ones I've done and rich old ladies by their pools Wearing but a scarf painted everything there was to paint Now it was to sit back, give interviews Get on the internet, out at club med Take stock of I've done
You know, the best I ever had was a dog It like a cliche unless it's happened to you days that dog was the only reason I even got out of bed That dog went everywhere with me and then I heard the addicts Were stealin' dogs and them for animal research It sounded like an urban myth to me the mouse in the Coke bottle But I leavin' her at home after that
You know, Paula was my for a while She ran off to Paris with the great grandson of Van A cartoonist who did fashion for Le Monde When Paula left she took my dog, I never saw her Except in the during the custody battle She won and got to the dog And I didn't speak to anyone for
You sometimes it feels Like there's so much that you Sometimes the world is upside it seems like the only thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk through
I started hanging with Dino He used to run a game back east Now he has a little coffee shop, cappuccino to his old pals Tommy, Chicago and the Wig and Ugly Rose
You know the best person I knew Was a woman named Estelle She still calls me drunk few months And asks me I don't want to talk about You can't talk to her long unless you're drunk Then we go all
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you your back on love? You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one morning I was sitting out in of Dino's place With Jake the Shears, a guy from who gives free mohawks There were a couple of young painters, I was hopin' to by So I could 'em some advice
Yeah, I was sittin' there updating my of enemies When this girl walks in and the universe of stops out she drank the same tea as me Don't more than that to start a conversation sometimes She collage was the greatest of all the arts And was busy pasting pictures of horses, to ads for laundry soap Next to Ali, she had a turquoise in her ear And Rachmaninoff was always in her head
But later that day I was trying to her to Jimmy the Wig I couldn't find any words and I realized I'd started to sketch her Somehow it didn't look right, I scratched it out and it again I filled an entire pad, I it away, I never even came close
For a six I sat at Dino's place The wouldn't quit and no one came in Finally on the day it cleared and in she walked I her to sit with me and I bought her a cup of tea And I asked her to for me sometime That I was at a canvas She was a yellow dress I if she let me, I'd get it right
I've over ten thousand paintings Sad ones, ones, dark ones, and light ones But sitting there, it was like I couldn't write my own name I and said, "It's been a few months If you patience, I'll get the hang of it again" In the next few weeks, I painted her hundreds of If I get the nose right, the too long If I get 'em right, the face is too thin But I keep after it and one day I, I'll get it all
I painted a still life this morning, of a lozenge Sitting on a copy of of Cancer The only thing was funny is I thought I'd paint anything again I I might go visit Estelle Those Utah mountains are good for the I'll my brushes and some Jack Daniels And we can make up for time
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why baby Baby why have you turned your back on You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why have you turned your back on You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems like there's so much that you Sometimes the world is upside Sometimes it like the only thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk through