I was painting a still this morning Of a throat sitting on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The thing weird about it is that a year ago I never thought I'd anything again I I wasn't ever gonna paint again It bother me too much, Warhol's dead David Hockney's still alive, I need to paint
I painted over ten paintings Sad ones, funny ones, dark and light ones I've done haystacks and old ladies by their pools nothing but a scarf I've everything there was to paint Now it was time to sit back, give Get on the internet, hang out at med Take stock of what I've
You know, the friend I ever had was a dog It sounds like a unless it's happened to you Some days that dog was the only I even got out of bed That dog went everywhere with me and I heard the crack addicts Were stealin' and selling them for animal research It sounded like an urban myth to me the mouse in the Coke bottle But I started leavin' her at home that
You know, Paula was my wife for a She ran off to Paris with the grandson of Van Gogh A cartoonist who did graphics for Le Monde Paula left she took my dog, I never saw her again Except in the court during the battle She won and got to the dog And I didn't speak to for months
You know sometimes it there's so much that you need Sometimes the world is down Sometimes it seems like the only you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk through
I started hanging around Dino He used to run a game back east Now he has a little shop, sells cappuccino to his old pals Tommy, Chicago and Jimmy the Wig and Rose
You know the best person I knew Was a woman named Estelle She calls me drunk every few months And asks me I don't want to talk about You can't talk to her unless you're drunk yourself we go all night
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you your back on love? You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one morning I was out in front of Dino's place With Jake the Shears, a guy from Philly who free mohawks There were a of young painters, I was hopin' to come by So I give 'em some advice
Yeah, I was sittin' there updating my list of When this girl walks in and the universe kind of Turned out she drank the tea as me Don't take than that to start a conversation sometimes She believed collage was the greatest of all the And was pasting pictures of horses, next to ads for laundry soap Next to Mohammed Ali, she had a in her ear And said Rachmaninoff was in her head
But that day I was trying to describe her to Jimmy the Wig I couldn't find any words and I realized I'd started to her chin Somehow it didn't right, I scratched it out and tried it again I an entire pad, I threw it away, I never even came close
For a six days I sat at Dino's The wouldn't quit and no one came in Finally on the seventh day it cleared and in she I her to sit with me and I bought her a cup of tea And I her to model for me sometime afternoon I was at a canvas She was wearing a dress I swore if she let me, I'd get it
I've painted over ten paintings Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones, and light But sitting there, it was like I couldn't write my own name I apologized and said, "It's been a few If you patience, I'll get the hang of it again" In the few weeks, I painted her hundreds of times If I get the nose right, the too long If I get 'em right, the face is too thin But I keep after it and one day I, I'll get it all
I a still life this morning, of a throat lozenge Sitting on a of Tropic of Cancer The thing was funny is that I thought I'd paint anything again I think I might go Estelle Those Utah mountains are for the soul I'll my brushes and some Jack Daniels And we can make up for lost
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why baby why have you turned your back on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why have you turned your on love You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems like so much that you need Sometimes the world is upside Sometimes it seems like the thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk through