I was painting a life this morning Of a throat lozenge sitting on a copy of of Cancer The only weird about it is that a year ago I thought I'd paint anything again I decided I wasn't ever gonna again It didn't me too much, Warhol's dead David Hockney's alive, I don't need to paint
I painted over ten thousand Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones and ones I've done haystacks and old ladies by their pools Wearing but a scarf painted everything there was to paint Now it was to sit back, give interviews Get on the internet, out at club med stock of what I've done
You know, the friend I ever had was a dog It sounds like a cliche unless happened to you Some days that dog was the reason I even got out of bed That dog went everywhere with me and then I heard the addicts Were stealin' dogs and them for animal research It sounded like an urban myth to me like the mouse in the bottle But I started leavin' her at home that
You know, Paula was my wife for a She ran off to with the great grandson of Van Gogh A cartoonist who did fashion for Le Monde When Paula she took my dog, I never saw her again Except in the during the custody battle She won and got to the dog And I didn't speak to anyone for
You know it feels Like there's so that you need Sometimes the world is down it seems like the only thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you through town
I started hanging around Dino He used to run a poker game east Now he has a little coffee shop, cappuccino to his old pals Tommy, Chicago and Jimmy the Wig and Rose
You the best person I ever knew Was a Mormon woman named She still calls me drunk few months And asks me stuff I don't to talk about You can't to her long unless you're drunk yourself we go all night
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you turned your on love? You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one I was sitting out in front of Dino's place With Jake the Shears, a guy from who gives free mohawks There were a couple of young painters, I was to come by So I give 'em some advice
Yeah, I was sittin' updating my list of enemies When this girl walks in and the universe of stops Turned out she drank the tea as me Don't take than that to start a conversation sometimes She collage was the greatest of all the arts And was busy pasting pictures of horses, next to ads for laundry Next to Mohammed Ali, she had a in her ear And said Rachmaninoff was always in her
But later that day I was to describe her to Jimmy the Wig I couldn't find any words and I realized I'd started to sketch her Somehow it didn't look right, I scratched it out and it again I filled an entire pad, I threw it away, I never came close
For a six days I sat at place The rain quit and no one came in Finally on the seventh day it and in she walked I asked her to sit with me and I her a cup of tea And I her to model for me sometime afternoon I was at a canvas She was wearing a yellow I swore if she let me, I'd get it
I've painted ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, ones, and light ones But sitting there, it was like I couldn't write my own name I apologized and said, "It's a few months If you have patience, I'll get the of it again" In the next few weeks, I painted her of times If I get the nose right, the chin's too If I get 'em both right, the is too thin But I keep after it and one day I, I'll get it all
I painted a life this morning, of a throat lozenge Sitting on a of Tropic of Cancer The thing was funny is that I never thought I'd anything again I I might go visit Estelle Those Utah mountains are good for the bring my brushes and some Jack Daniels And we can up for lost time
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why baby Baby why you turned your back on love You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why baby why have you turned your back on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems like there's so much you need Sometimes the world is down Sometimes it seems like the only thing you Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk town