I was painting a still life this Of a throat sitting on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The only weird about it is that a year ago I thought I'd paint anything again I I wasn't ever gonna paint again It didn't bother me too much, Warhol's David Hockney's alive, I don't need to paint
I over ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones and ones I've done haystacks and rich old ladies by pools Wearing nothing but a I've painted there was to paint Now it was time to sit back, interviews Get on the internet, hang out at med Take stock of what done
You know, the friend I ever had was a dog It sounds like a cliche unless it's to you Some days that dog was the reason I even got out of bed That dog went everywhere with me and then I the crack addicts Were stealin' dogs and selling for animal research It sounded like an urban myth to me like the mouse in the bottle But I started her at home after that
You know, Paula was my wife for a She ran off to Paris with the grandson of Van Gogh A cartoonist who did fashion for Le Monde When Paula left she took my dog, I saw her again in the court during the custody battle She won and got to the dog And I speak to anyone for months
You know sometimes it there's so much that you need Sometimes the world is upside Sometimes it seems like the thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you through town
I started around with Dino He to run a poker game back east Now he has a little shop, sells cappuccino to his old pals Tommy, Chicago and the Wig and Ugly Rose
You know the best person I knew Was a woman named Estelle She still calls me every few months And asks me stuff I don't to talk about You can't talk to her long unless drunk yourself Then we go all
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you your back on love? You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one morning I was out in front of Dino's place With Jake the Shears, a guy from Philly who gives mohawks There were a couple of young painters, I was hopin' to by So I give 'em some advice
Yeah, I was sittin' updating my list of enemies When this girl walks in and the universe kind of Turned out she drank the tea as me Don't more than that to start a conversation sometimes She believed was the greatest of all the arts And was busy pasting pictures of horses, next to ads for soap to Mohammed Ali, she had a turquoise in her ear And Rachmaninoff was always in her head
But later that day I was trying to describe her to the Wig I couldn't find any words and I I'd started to sketch her chin Somehow it look right, I scratched it out and tried it again I filled an entire pad, I threw it away, I never even close
For a six days I sat at Dino's The rain quit and no one came in Finally on the day it cleared and in she walked I asked her to sit me and I bought her a cup of tea And I asked her to model for me That I was at a canvas She was wearing a yellow I swore if she let me, I'd get it
I've over ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones, and light But there, it was like I couldn't even write my own name I apologized and said, "It's been a few If you have patience, I'll get the of it again" In the next few weeks, I painted her hundreds of If I get the nose right, the too long If I get 'em both right, the is too thin But I keep after it and one day I, I'll get it all
I painted a still life morning, of a throat lozenge on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The only thing was is that I never I'd paint anything again I I might go visit Estelle Those Utah mountains are good for the I'll bring my brushes and Jack Daniels And we can up for lost time
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why have you turned your on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why baby Baby why have you your back on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems like there's so much you need the world is upside down Sometimes it seems the only thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk town