I was a still life this morning Of a throat sitting on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The only thing about it is that a year ago I never I'd paint anything again I decided I wasn't ever gonna again It didn't me too much, Warhol's dead David Hockney's alive, I don't need to paint
I over ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, ones and light ones I've done haystacks and rich old ladies by their Wearing but a scarf I've painted everything there was to Now it was time to sit back, give Get on the internet, hang out at med Take stock of what I've
You know, the best I ever had was a dog It sounds like a unless it's happened to you Some days that dog was the only reason I got out of bed That dog went everywhere with me and then I heard the addicts Were stealin' dogs and selling for animal research It sounded like an myth to me like the mouse in the Coke bottle But I leavin' her at home after that
You know, was my wife for a while She ran off to Paris with the grandson of Van Gogh A cartoonist who did fashion graphics for Le When Paula she took my dog, I never saw her again in the court during the custody battle She won and got to the dog And I didn't to anyone for months
You know it feels Like there's so much you need Sometimes the world is upside Sometimes it seems like the only you need Is holdin' hand as you walk through town
I started hanging with Dino He used to run a poker back east Now he has a little coffee shop, cappuccino to his old pals Tommy, Chicago and Jimmy the Wig and Rose
You know the person I ever knew Was a Mormon woman Estelle She still calls me drunk few months And asks me stuff I want to talk about You can't to her long unless you're drunk yourself we go all night
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you your back on love? You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one morning I was sitting out in front of place With Jake the Shears, a guy from Philly who gives mohawks There were a couple of young painters, I was to come by So I could give 'em some
Yeah, I was sittin' there updating my list of When this walks in and the universe kind of stops Turned out she the same tea as me Don't take more that to start a conversation sometimes She believed collage was the of all the arts And was busy pasting pictures of horses, to ads for laundry soap Next to Ali, she had a turquoise in her ear And Rachmaninoff was always in her head
But later that day I was trying to her to Jimmy the Wig I couldn't find any words and I realized I'd to sketch her chin Somehow it didn't look right, I scratched it out and it again I filled an entire pad, I threw it away, I never even close
For a six days I sat at Dino's The wouldn't quit and no one came in Finally on the seventh day it and in she walked I asked her to sit with me and I her a cup of tea And I asked her to model for me That I was at a canvas She was wearing a dress I swore if she let me, I'd get it
I've painted over ten thousand Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones, and ones But sitting there, it was like I couldn't even my own name I apologized and said, "It's been a few If you have patience, I'll get the of it again" In the next few weeks, I her hundreds of times If I get the right, the chin's too long If I get 'em right, the face is too thin But I keep it and one day I, I'll get it all right
I painted a still life this morning, of a lozenge on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The only was funny is that I never thought I'd anything again I I might go visit Estelle Those Utah are good for the soul I'll bring my brushes and some Jack And we can make up for lost
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why why? why have you turned your back on love You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why have you turned your on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems like there's so much you need Sometimes the world is down Sometimes it seems the only thing you need Is someone's hand as you walk through town