I was painting a still this morning Of a lozenge sitting on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The thing weird about it is that a year ago I never thought I'd paint again I decided I wasn't ever paint again It didn't bother me too much, dead Hockney's still alive, I don't need to paint
I over ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, dark and light ones I've haystacks and rich old ladies by their pools Wearing nothing but a I've everything there was to paint Now it was time to sit back, give Get on the internet, hang out at med stock of what I've done
You know, the best friend I had was a dog It like a cliche unless it's happened to you Some that dog was the only reason I even got out of bed That dog went everywhere with me and then I the crack addicts Were stealin' and selling them for animal research It sounded like an urban myth to me the mouse in the Coke bottle But I started her at home after that
You know, Paula was my wife for a She ran off to Paris the great grandson of Van Gogh A cartoonist who did graphics for Le Monde Paula left she took my dog, I never saw her again Except in the court during the custody She won and got to the dog And I didn't to anyone for months
You know it feels Like there's so that you need Sometimes the is upside down Sometimes it seems like the only you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk town
I hanging around with Dino He used to run a game back east Now he has a little coffee shop, sells to his old pals Tommy, and Jimmy the Wig and Ugly Rose
You know the best I ever knew Was a woman named Estelle She calls me drunk every few months And asks me stuff I don't want to about You can't talk to her long unless you're drunk we go all night
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you turned back on love? You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one I was sitting out in front of Dino's place With Jake the Shears, a guy from Philly who free mohawks There were a couple of young painters, I was hopin' to by So I give 'em some advice
Yeah, I was sittin' there updating my of enemies When this girl walks in and the kind of stops out she drank the same tea as me Don't take more than that to start a conversation She believed was the greatest of all the arts And was busy pasting of horses, next to ads for laundry soap to Mohammed Ali, she had a turquoise in her ear And Rachmaninoff was always in her head
But later that day I was to describe her to Jimmy the Wig I couldn't find any words and I I'd started to sketch her chin Somehow it didn't look right, I scratched it out and tried it I filled an pad, I threw it away, I never even came close
For a six days I sat at Dino's The rain wouldn't and no one came in Finally on the seventh day it and in she walked I her to sit with me and I bought her a cup of tea And I asked her to model for me That afternoon I was at a She was a yellow dress I if she let me, I'd get it right
I've painted over ten paintings Sad ones, ones, dark ones, and light ones But sitting there, it was like I couldn't even write my own I and said, "It's been a few months If you have patience, I'll get the of it again" In the few weeks, I painted her hundreds of times If I get the right, the chin's too long If I get 'em both right, the is too thin But I after it and one day I, I'll get it all right
I painted a life this morning, of a throat lozenge Sitting on a copy of Tropic of The only was funny is that I thought I'd paint anything again I I might go visit Estelle Those Utah mountains are good for the I'll bring my brushes and some Jack And we can up for lost time
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why you turned your back on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why have you turned your back on You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems there's so much that you need Sometimes the is upside down Sometimes it like the only thing you need Is holdin' someone's as you walk through town