Ephedrine

Written by Nate Wallace

Watch you watching me & I catch you watching me & you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed. I see your footsteps bend in my mind as shadows stomp their way down my spine. I try to run away, I can't hide. The demons that I see are inside, watch you watching me & I catch you watching me& you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed. You say my life is a lie, you can see with violence. Show me reality, I feel you look at me, I feel your hands on me, I know your love but I'm not gonna cry. Good God, can't you fucking see? Good God, is this a fucking dream? Good God while I lie & bleed. Good God what'd you do to me? I can see empty in me. I lie & bleed all I can see & you step on me again & your back on me again & you empty inside me just to watch me bleed & when I close my eyes you're all I see, I can't take your face from my dreams, I feel you look at me, I feel your hands on me. I know your love but I'm not gonna cry