I'm black on blacker velvet, milk skin and Like El Greco painting, so full of pain So full of longing for of day
I I knew who I was in the world But here I am twice blind at being to my buried voice within
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten the woman in red, living her And forgotten the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts Skating the surface of oceanic Oh, may the of my life be meaning
So forgive me all my seriousness My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm tears and anxiety but I'm to see
And I've who I used to be The leader in her shining, divining And I've forgotten the I used to be The middle passage is so damn tumbling, persona
Don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like some El painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no needed to light The holy behind the eyes
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten that in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try