I'm black on blacker velvet, milk and veins some El Greco painting, so full of pain So full of longing for of day
I thought I knew who I was in the But here I am twice at being born Crawling to my buried voice
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten the in red, living her dream And I've forgotten the I used to be
is overrated, it never lasts Skating the surface of oceanic Oh, may the fruit of my be meaning
So forgive me all my seriousness My so-called spirituality, I'm just a I'm tears and anxiety but I'm to see
And I've forgotten who I to be The leader in her glory shining, And forgotten the courage I used to be The middle is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like some El painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle needed to The holy behind the eyes
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten that woman in red, her dream And I've forgotten the courage I to be
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try