I'm black on blacker velvet, skin and veins Like some El painting, so full of pain So full of for light of day
I thought I knew who I was in the But here I am blind at being born Crawling to my buried within
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've the woman in red, living her dream And I've forgotten the I used to be
is overrated, it never lasts Skating the of oceanic depths Oh, may the fruit of my life be
So forgive me all my seriousness My spirituality, I'm just a mess I'm tears and anxiety but I'm to see
And forgotten who I used to be The in her glory shining, divining And I've the courage I used to be The middle passage is so damn tumbling, persona
Don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no needed to light The holy radiance the eyes
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten woman in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try