I'm black on velvet, milk skin and veins Like some El painting, so full of pain So of longing for light of day
I thought I who I was in the world But here I am blind at being born Crawling to my buried voice
And I've who I used to be And forgotten the woman in red, living her dream And I've forgotten the I used to be
is overrated, it never lasts Skating the of oceanic depths Oh, may the fruit of my life be
So forgive me all my seriousness My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm and anxiety but I'm unafraid to see
And forgotten who I used to be The leader in her shining, divining And I've the courage I used to be The middle passage is so tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
some El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle to light The holy radiance the eyes
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten woman in red, living her dream And I've the courage I used to be
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try