I'm on blacker velvet, milk skin and veins Like El Greco painting, so full of pain So full of longing for of day
I I knew who I was in the world But here I am twice blind at being Crawling to my buried within
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've the woman in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts the surface of oceanic depths Oh, may the of my life be meaning
So please forgive me all my My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm and anxiety but I'm unafraid to see
And I've who I used to be The leader in her glory shining, And I've forgotten the I used to be The middle passage is so tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
some El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle to light The holy behind the eyes
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten that woman in red, her dream And I've forgotten the I used to be
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try