I'm black on blacker velvet, milk and veins Like some El Greco painting, so of pain So of longing for light of day
I thought I who I was in the world But I am twice blind at being born Crawling to my buried within
And I've who I used to be And forgotten the woman in red, living her dream And I've the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts Skating the of oceanic depths Oh, may the of my life be meaning
So please forgive me all my My so-called spirituality, I'm just a I'm and anxiety but I'm unafraid to see
And forgotten who I used to be The leader in her shining, divining And I've the courage I used to be The passage is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle needed to The holy radiance the eyes
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten that woman in red, her dream And I've the courage I used to be
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try