I'm black on velvet, milk skin and veins Like some El painting, so full of pain So full of for light of day
I thought I who I was in the world But here I am twice at being born Crawling to my buried voice
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten the woman in red, her dream And I've forgotten the I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts the surface of oceanic depths Oh, may the of my life be meaning
So please forgive me all my My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm and anxiety but I'm unafraid to see
And I've who I used to be The leader in her shining, divining And I've forgotten the courage I to be The middle passage is so damn tumbling, crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no needed to light The holy behind the eyes
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten that in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try