I'm black on blacker velvet, milk and veins Like El Greco painting, so full of pain So of longing for light of day
I thought I knew who I was in the But here I am twice blind at born Crawling to my buried within
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten the woman in red, her dream And I've the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts the surface of oceanic depths Oh, may the fruit of my be meaning
So please forgive me all my My spirituality, I'm just a mess I'm tears and but I'm unafraid to see
And I've who I used to be The leader in her glory shining, And I've forgotten the courage I to be The middle passage is so damn tumbling, crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
some El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle needed to The holy radiance the eyes
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten woman in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try