I'm on blacker velvet, milk skin and veins Like some El Greco painting, so of pain So of longing for light of day
I thought I who I was in the world But I am twice blind at being born to my buried voice within
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten the in red, living her dream And I've the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it never the surface of oceanic depths Oh, may the fruit of my be meaning
So please me all my seriousness My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm tears and anxiety but I'm to see
And forgotten who I used to be The in her glory shining, divining And forgotten the courage I used to be The passage is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle to light The holy behind the eyes
And I've forgotten who I to be And forgotten that woman in red, living her dream And I've forgotten the I used to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try