I'm black on blacker velvet, skin and veins Like some El Greco painting, so of pain So full of for light of day
I I knew who I was in the world But here I am twice blind at born Crawling to my buried within
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten the in red, living her dream And I've forgotten the courage I to be
Happiness is overrated, it never Skating the of oceanic depths Oh, may the fruit of my be meaning
So forgive me all my seriousness My spirituality, I'm just a mess I'm and anxiety but I'm unafraid to see
And I've who I used to be The leader in her glory shining, And I've forgotten the courage I to be The passage is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
some El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle to light The radiance behind the eyes
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten woman in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try