I'm on blacker velvet, milk skin and veins Like some El Greco painting, so of pain So of longing for light of day
I I knew who I was in the world But here I am twice at being born Crawling to my voice within
And I've who I used to be And forgotten the woman in red, living her dream And I've the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts Skating the of oceanic depths Oh, may the fruit of my be meaning
So please forgive me all my My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm tears and but I'm unafraid to see
And I've forgotten who I to be The in her glory shining, divining And I've the courage I used to be The middle passage is so tumbling, persona crumbling
know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no needed to light The holy radiance behind the
And I've forgotten who I to be And I've forgotten that in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try