Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to with this feeling any longer than I have to
But also I want you to be gone
So I talk you all the time
Including the last day you alive
And I hang your pictures my house
For me to myself with and cry

Everybody used to know us seems concerned
But if they knew that when you went my mind
I'm full of your love illuminated our house for all those years
And made this dancing who tears through the days
With a brilliance you would have deepened and sang with
But you're sleeping out in the now
What am I
No one is

You don't even have a dead body anymore, it was away
I went and wrote a
And got a box full of your ashes
And a little plastic bag your necklace
And I back home truly alone

I guess I didn't bury you deep
When I poured out your ashes the three witch hazels
That you planted in the yard a few ago in a triangle for us
Where me and the kid rolling in the grass the other day
And I saw actual chunks of your

and weathered, unerasable
You're still out there in the upheaving
out of the ground into air
Is that fragment your finger
That once caressed me not that long
I still can it
And is other shard a piece of your skull
That contained the wild brain that used to overflow with loving?

and gone
And now just shrapnel

Another I poured your ashes out
Was on a on top of a mountain pointed at the sunset
I went back there last week years passed
And noticed the chunks of your bones that haven't blown away
Are indistinguishable from other pieces from bones
there by coyotes, vultures, and gods
Against my will I felt a little bit of creeping in
But I laid on the moss
Compost and
nothing else

I can Wolves in the Throne Room singing:
"I will lay down my bones among the and roots"

At night I sit and myself curled up beneath
Ten feet of water at the bottom of the
I trout bumping against me in the low diminished light
my breath trying to be a boulder
Eroding, to join you in re-mingling a background
Of churned muck coalescing in the
But to get ground back to matter only
and dumb becoming not a thing
Abdicating