Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to live with feeling any longer than I have to
But I don't want you to be gone
So I about you all the time
Including the last day you were
And I hang your pictures my house
For me to surprise with and cry

Everybody that used to know us seems
But if knew that when you went through my mind
I'm full of your love illuminated our house for all those years
And made this dancing child who tears through the
With a brilliance you would have deepened and sang along
But you're sleeping out in the now
What am I
No one is

You don't even have a dead body anymore, it was taken
I and wrote a check
And got a cardboard box full of ashes
And a little plastic bag with your
And I back home truly alone

I guess I didn't bury you enough
When I poured out your ashes beneath the three witch
you planted in the yard a few years ago in a triangle for us
Where me and the kid were in the grass the other day
And I saw chunks of your bones

Bleached and weathered,
still out there in the spring upheaving
Coming out of the ground air
Is that fragment your finger
That once me not that long ago?
I can feel it
And is that other shard a piece of your
That once contained the wild brain used to overflow with loving?

Undiscovered and
And now just remains:

Another I poured your ashes out
Was on a chair on top of a pointed at the sunset
I went back last week after years passed
And noticed the chunks of bones that haven't been blown away
Are indistinguishable from pieces from animal bones
there by coyotes, vultures, and gods
Against my I felt a little bit of solace creeping in
But I laid there on the
Compost and
nothing else

I can hear Wolves in the Room singing:
"I will lay down my bones among the and roots"

At I sit and picture myself curled up beneath
Ten feet of water at the bottom of the
I imagined bumping against me in the low diminished light
Holding my breath to be a boulder
Eroding, to you in re-mingling with a background
Of churned muck coalescing in the
But to get back down to matter only
Eternal and becoming not a thing
Abdicating