Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to live with feeling any longer than I have to
But I don't want you to be gone
So I about you all the time
the last day you were alive
And I hang pictures around my house
For me to myself with and cry

Everybody used to know us seems concerned
But if they knew that you went through my mind
I'm full of love that illuminated our house for all those years
And made this dancing who tears through the days
With a brilliance you would have deepened and sang along
But you're out in the yard now
am I saying?
No one is

You don't even a dead body anymore, it was taken away
I went and a check
And got a box full of your ashes
And a little plastic bag your necklace
And I drove back home alone

I guess I didn't bury you deep
When I poured out your ashes the three witch hazels
That you planted in the yard a few ago in a triangle for us
Where me and the kid were rolling in the the other day
And I saw actual chunks of bones

and weathered, unerasable
You're still out in the spring upheaving
Coming out of the ground air
Is that fragment your finger
once caressed me not that long ago?
I can feel it
And is that other a piece of your skull
That contained the wild brain that used to overflow with loving?

and gone
And now shrapnel remains:

Another place I poured ashes out
Was on a chair on top of a pointed at the sunset
I went back there last week after years
And noticed the chunks of your bones that haven't been blown
Are indistinguishable from other pieces animal bones
Brought there by coyotes, vultures, and
Against my will I felt a little bit of creeping in
But I laid on the moss
and memory:
There's else

I can hear Wolves in the Throne Room
"I will lay down my bones among the and roots"

At night I sit and picture myself up beneath
Ten feet of at the bottom of the lake
I imagined trout bumping me in the low diminished light
my breath trying to be a boulder
Eroding, to join you in re-mingling with a
Of churned muck coalescing in the
But to get ground back to matter only
and dumb becoming not a thing
Abdicating