Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to live with this feeling any than I have to
But I don't want you to be gone
So I about you all the time
Including the last day you alive
And I hang your around my house
For me to myself with and cry

Everybody that used to us seems concerned
But if they knew that when you through my mind
I'm full of your love illuminated our house for all those years
And made this child who tears through the days
With a brilliance you would have deepened and sang with
But sleeping out in the yard now
What am I
No one is

You even have a dead body anymore, it was taken away
I and wrote a check
And got a box full of your ashes
And a little plastic bag with necklace
And I drove home truly alone

I guess I didn't bury you enough
When I poured out your ashes beneath the witch hazels
That you planted in the yard a few years ago in a for us
Where me and the kid rolling in the grass the other day
And I saw actual chunks of your

Bleached and weathered,
You're out there in the spring upheaving
out of the ground into air
Is that exact fragment your
That caressed me not that long ago?
I can feel it
And is other shard a piece of your skull
That once contained the wild brain that to overflow with loving?

and gone
And now just remains:

Another place I poured your out
Was on a chair on top of a pointed at the sunset
I went there last week after years passed
And noticed the of your bones that haven't been blown away
Are indistinguishable from other pieces animal bones
there by coyotes, vultures, and gods
Against my I felt a little bit of solace creeping in
But I there on the moss
and memory:
There's nothing

I can hear Wolves in the Throne Room
"I will lay my bones among the rocks and roots"

At night I sit and picture curled up beneath
Ten feet of water at the of the lake
I imagined bumping against me in the low diminished light
Holding my breath to be a boulder
Eroding, to you in re-mingling with a background
Of churned muck coalescing in the
But to get ground back down to only
Eternal and becoming not a thing
Abdicating