Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to live with this feeling any than I have to
But I don't want you to be gone
So I talk you all the time
Including the last day you were
And I hang your pictures around my
For me to myself with and cry

that used to know us seems concerned
But if they knew that when you went my mind
I'm full of your love illuminated our house for all those years
And made this dancing child who tears the days
With a brilliance you have deepened and sang along with
But sleeping out in the yard now
What am I
No one is

You don't even have a body anymore, it was taken away
I went and wrote a
And got a cardboard box full of your
And a little plastic bag with necklace
And I drove back truly alone

I I didn't bury you deep enough
When I out your ashes beneath the three witch hazels
That you planted in the yard a few years ago in a for us
Where me and the kid rolling in the grass the other day
And I saw actual of your bones

Bleached and weathered,
You're still out in the spring upheaving
Coming out of the ground air
Is that exact fragment your
That once caressed me not that ago?
I still can it
And is other shard a piece of your skull
That once contained the wild brain that to overflow with loving?

and gone
And now just shrapnel

Another I poured your ashes out
Was on a chair on top of a mountain at the sunset
I went back there week after years passed
And noticed the chunks of your bones that haven't been away
Are from other pieces from animal bones
Brought there by coyotes, vultures, and
Against my will I a little bit of solace creeping in
But I laid on the moss
and memory:
There's nothing

I can Wolves in the Throne Room singing:
"I will lay down my bones the rocks and roots"

At night I sit and myself curled up beneath
Ten feet of water at the bottom of the
I imagined trout bumping me in the low diminished light
Holding my trying to be a boulder
Eroding, to join you in re-mingling with a
Of churned coalescing in the dark
But to get ground down to matter only
Eternal and becoming not a thing
Abdicating