Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to live with this any longer than I have to
But also I don't want you to be
So I talk you all the time
the last day you were alive
And I hang your pictures my house
For me to surprise with and cry

Everybody that to know us seems concerned
But if they knew when you went through my mind
I'm full of your love that illuminated our for all those years
And made this child who tears through the days
With a brilliance you have deepened and sang along with
But sleeping out in the yard now
am I saying?
No one is

You don't have a dead body anymore, it was taken away
I went and a check
And got a cardboard box full of ashes
And a little plastic bag with necklace
And I drove home truly alone

I I didn't bury you deep enough
When I poured out your ashes beneath the witch hazels
That you planted in the yard a few years ago in a for us
Where me and the kid were rolling in the grass the day
And I saw actual chunks of your

and weathered, unerasable
You're out there in the spring upheaving
Coming out of the ground air
Is that fragment your finger
That caressed me not that long ago?
I can feel it
And is that other shard a of your skull
That once contained the wild brain used to overflow with loving?

and gone
And now just shrapnel

Another place I poured ashes out
Was on a chair on top of a mountain at the sunset
I went back there week after years passed
And noticed the chunks of your bones haven't been blown away
Are indistinguishable from pieces from animal bones
Brought there by coyotes, vultures, and
Against my will I felt a bit of solace creeping in
But I laid there on the
Compost and
There's nothing

I can hear Wolves in the Throne singing:
"I will lay my bones among the rocks and roots"

At I sit and picture myself curled up beneath
Ten of water at the bottom of the lake
I imagined trout against me in the low diminished light
Holding my breath trying to be a
Eroding, to join you in re-mingling a background
Of muck coalescing in the dark
But to get ground back to matter only
Eternal and dumb becoming not a
form