Luyện nghe bài hát Earth

I don't want to live this feeling any longer than I have to
But also I don't you to be gone
So I talk you all the time
the last day you were alive
And I hang your pictures my house
For me to surprise with and cry

Everybody that used to us seems concerned
But if they knew that you went through my mind
I'm full of your love that our house for all those years
And made dancing child who tears through the days
With a brilliance you have deepened and sang along with
But sleeping out in the yard now
am I saying?
No one is

You don't even have a body anymore, it was taken away
I went and a check
And got a cardboard box of your ashes
And a little plastic bag your necklace
And I drove back truly alone

I I didn't bury you deep enough
When I poured out your ashes beneath the three hazels
That you in the yard a few years ago in a triangle for us
Where me and the kid were in the grass the other day
And I saw actual chunks of your

Bleached and weathered,
You're out there in the spring upheaving
out of the ground into air
Is exact fragment your finger
That once caressed me not that ago?
I can feel it
And is that other shard a of your skull
That once contained the wild brain that used to overflow loving?

and gone
And now just shrapnel

Another place I poured your out
Was on a on top of a mountain pointed at the sunset
I went back there last week years passed
And noticed the chunks of your bones that haven't blown away
Are indistinguishable from other pieces from bones
there by coyotes, vultures, and gods
Against my I felt a little bit of solace creeping in
But I laid on the moss
and memory:
There's else

I can Wolves in the Throne Room singing:
"I will lay down my bones the rocks and roots"

At night I sit and myself curled up beneath
Ten feet of water at the bottom of the
I imagined trout bumping against me in the low light
Holding my breath to be a boulder
Eroding, to join you in with a background
Of muck coalescing in the dark
But to get back down to matter only
Eternal and dumb becoming not a
Abdicating