Dying Inside

I have got to change my ways

'Cause I'm losing my mind
I have got to stop drinking

'Cause I'm dying inside

I feel twice as old as I am

And it's getting worse

I can't escape the curse
I'm in the palm of habit's hand

There is nothing that I can do
I have no self control

I have let myself become dead

I have ruined my soul

Every time I wake up sick

I say never again

But then opportunity knocks
And I'm wasted my friend

I can't control my addiction

I've tried time and time again
I'm losing all my friends and lovers

Alcohol knows it's gonna win

Now I have lost everything
And I really don't care

Everybody that I have known

Has out cast me here

Drinking has wasted my life
And I'm dying inside

I feel twice as old as I am

I've lost what left of my mind

I can't control my addiction

I've tried time and time again
I'm losing all my friends and lovers

Alcohol knows it's gonna win