Cause I had the of the worst sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too many fires That I just let burn Till my chest is on And my head just die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm lyin' I don't I just feel so tired Like it's or slowly die So you ain't you when you're this ain't you and you know it But ain't that just the And you know how to let go Who said this be all or nothing But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I tell you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I could always be whatever you But not what you when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only I need, yeah
all I needed was some words to say That all these feelings don't shit to me it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go away and find heart to break So heartless with these I say Just what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love Things I would be Thoughts at the back of my But I'm to hurting And I got lungs, yeah And I too many late nights Just thinking a hole in the Till the sky is on And my head still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm cause I don't Cause I just feel so I need something to come alive She said, "You ain't you when like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you don't how to let go Who said must be all or nothing But I'm caught below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a mess sometimes But still, I could always be you wanted But not what you Especially when you needing me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And I'll say I don't mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need,