Cause I had the best of the sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too many fires That I just let burn Till my chest is on And my head just die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm lyin' I don't Cause I just feel so Like it's or slowly die So you ain't you when like this ain't you and you know it But ain't that just the And you know how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you No, I tell you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I could always be you wanted But not what you Especially when you needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And I'll say I don't mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was words to say That all feelings don't mean shit to me Cause all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this go away and find another heart to break So heartless these words I say saying what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't when I can't even love myself Things I would be Thoughts at the of my head But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I too many late nights thinking a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my head still won't die I guess I'm cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I feel so tired Like I need something to alive She said, "You ain't you when like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a mess sometimes But still, I could always be you wanted But not you needed when you been needing me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And I'll say I don't mean Just cause I wanted or maybe I it Swear lying's the rush I need, yeah