Cause I had the best of the sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too many flash That I just let them my chest is on fire And my just won't die I I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm cause I don't Cause I feel so tired Like it's or slowly die So you ain't you you're like this This you and you know it But that just the point? And you don't how to let go Who said this be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and never let you know No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I could always be you wanted But not you needed when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was words to say That all feelings don't mean shit to me Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go away and find another to break So with these words I say Just what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't when I can't even love myself Things I would be Thoughts at the of my head But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I spent too many late Just thinking a hole in the Till the sky is on And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just so tired I need something to come alive She said, "You ain't you when you're like this." "This ain't you, you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who said must be all or nothing But I'm still caught and I'll never let you know No, I tell you nothing
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could always be you wanted But not you needed Especially when you been me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say I don't mean cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the rush I need, yeah