Cause I had the best of the worst And I had lungs, oh And I had too many flash That I just let burn my chest is on fire And my head just die I I'm lyin' cause I wanna I I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just feel so Like it's or slowly die So you you when you're like this ain't you and you know it But that just the point? And you know how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught and I'll never let you know No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a mess sometimes But still, I could always be you wanted But not what you when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking sometimes And say what I don't mean cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was some to say That all these don't mean shit to me Cause it's all just anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many to take To make all this just go and find another heart to break So with these words I say Just saying what I'm to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love Things I would be at the back of my head But I'm to hurting And I got these lungs, And I spent too late nights Just a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my head still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' I don't Cause I feel so tired Like I need something to come She said, "You ain't you when you're like this." "This you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you don't how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not what you Especially when you needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And I'll say what I don't Just cause I wanted or I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah