Cause I had the best of the sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too many fires I just let them burn Till my chest is on And my just won't die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm cause I don't I just feel so tired Like it's move or die So you ain't you when you're this This you and you know it But ain't just the point? And you don't how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I tell you nothing
Cause I'm a mess sometimes But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially you been needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I mean Just cause I wanted or I need it lying's the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I was some words to say That all feelings don't mean shit to me it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go away and find another heart to So heartless these words I say Just saying I'm supposed to say I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself Things I would be Thoughts at the back of my But I'm to hurting And I got lungs, yeah And I spent too many nights Just thinking a hole in the the sky is on fire And my still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't I just feel so tired Like I need to come alive She said, "You you when you're like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you don't how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a fucking sometimes But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not what you Especially you been needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say I don't mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah