Cause I had the best of the sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too flash fires That I just let burn Till my chest is on And my just won't die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I Cause I just feel so Like move or slowly die So you you when you're like this This you and you know it But ain't that just the And you don't how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I tell you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And I'll say I don't mean cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was some to say all these feelings don't mean shit to me Cause all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go and find another heart to break So heartless with words I say Just saying I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I love when I can't even love myself Things I would be Thoughts at the of my head But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I spent too many nights Just thinking a hole in the Till the sky is on And my still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just so tired Like I something to come alive She said, "You ain't you when like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a mess sometimes But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially when you needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I wanted or I need it lying's the only rush I need, yeah