Cause I had the best of the worst And I had lungs, oh And I had too flash fires I just let them burn Till my chest is on And my head just die I guess I'm cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' I don't Cause I feel so tired Like move or slowly die So you ain't you when you're this This ain't you and you it But ain't that just the And you don't how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm caught below and I'll never let you know No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially when you been me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And I'll say what I mean cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need,
Cause all I needed was words to say That all these feelings don't shit to me Cause all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go and find another heart to break So heartless with words I say saying what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love Things I rather be Thoughts at the back of my But I'm to hurting And I got these lungs, And I spent too many late Just thinking a in the earth Till the sky is on And my head still die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't I just feel so tired Like I need to come alive She said, "You ain't you when you're like this." "This you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who said this be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not what you Especially when you needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I don't Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only I need, yeah