Cause I had the best of the worst And I had lungs, oh And I had too many flash That I just let them my chest is on fire And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just feel so it's move or slowly die So you you when you're like this ain't you and you know it But ain't that the point? And you don't how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still caught below and I'll let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a fucking sometimes But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not what you Especially when you been me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And say what I don't mean cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the rush I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was some to say That all these feelings don't mean to me Cause all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too routes to take To make all this just go and find another heart to break So heartless with words I say Just saying I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even myself I would rather be Thoughts at the back of my But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I spent too late nights thinking a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my head still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' I don't Cause I feel so tired Like I something to come alive She said, "You you when you're like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you don't how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still caught and I'll never let you know No, I can't you nothing
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could always be whatever you But not you needed Especially when you been me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I wanted or maybe I it lying's the only rush I need, yeah