Cause I had the best of the sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too many flash That I let them burn my chest is on fire And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I I guess I'm cause I don't I just feel so tired Like it's move or die So you ain't you you're like this ain't you and you know it But ain't that the point? And you don't how to let go Who said this be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially when you been me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I or maybe I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I was some words to say all these feelings don't mean shit to me Cause all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To all this just go away and find another heart to break So heartless with these I say Just saying I'm supposed to say I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself Things I rather be at the back of my head But I'm to hurting And I got lungs, yeah And I spent too many nights Just a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I feel so tired Like I need to come alive She said, "You ain't you when like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you No, I tell you nothing
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not what you Especially you been needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I don't Just cause I wanted or I need it lying's the only rush I need, yeah