Cause I had the best of the worst And I had lungs, oh And I had too many fires That I just let them Till my is on fire And my head just die I guess I'm lyin' cause I I I'm lyin' cause I don't I just feel so tired Like it's or slowly die So you ain't you when you're like This you and you know it But ain't that the point? And you know how to let go Who said this be all or nothing But I'm still caught and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not what you when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And say what I don't mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the rush I need, yeah
Cause all I was some words to say That all these feelings mean shit to me it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too routes to take To make all this just go and find another heart to break So heartless with these I say Just saying what I'm to say I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself Things I would be Thoughts at the of my head But I'm to hurting And I got lungs, yeah And I spent too many late thinking a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just feel so Like I need to come alive She said, "You ain't you when you're like this." "This ain't you, you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you don't how to let go Who said must be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll let you know No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking sometimes But still, I could always be you wanted But not you needed when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I wanted or maybe I it Swear lying's the only rush I need,