Cause I had the best of the worst And I had lungs, oh And I had too flash fires That I just let burn Till my is on fire And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I Cause I just feel so Like move or slowly die So you ain't you you're like this ain't you and you know it But ain't that just the And you know how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still caught below and I'll let you know No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a mess sometimes But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not what you Especially when you needing me Cause I'm a fucking sometimes And I'll say I don't mean Just cause I or maybe I need it Swear lying's the rush I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was words to say all these feelings don't mean shit to me Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, And I got way too many to take To make all this go away and find another heart to break So heartless with words I say Just what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't love myself Things I rather be at the back of my head But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I spent too many late Just a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just feel so Like I need something to come She said, "You ain't you when like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who said must be all or nothing But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially you been needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah