Cause I had the of the worst sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too flash fires That I let them burn Till my is on fire And my head won't die I guess I'm cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' I don't I just feel so tired Like it's move or die So you you when you're like this This ain't you and you it But that just the point? And you know how to let go Who said this be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and never let you know No, I can't tell you
Cause I'm a fucking mess But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not you needed Especially you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking sometimes And say what I don't mean Just cause I wanted or maybe I it Swear the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I was some words to say That all these feelings don't shit to me Cause all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go away and find another to break So heartless with words I say Just saying what I'm to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love Things I rather be Thoughts at the of my head But I'm to hurting And I got lungs, yeah And I spent too many late Just thinking a hole in the the sky is on fire And my head won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just feel so Like I something to come alive She said, "You ain't you you're like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who said must be all or nothing But I'm caught below and I'll never let you know No, I tell you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking sometimes But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not you needed when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And I'll say I don't mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need,