Cause I had the best of the sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too many flash That I let them burn my chest is on fire And my head just die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm cause I don't Cause I feel so tired Like move or slowly die So you ain't you you're like this ain't you and you know it But ain't just the point? And you know how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could be whatever you wanted But not you needed when you been needing me Cause I'm a mess sometimes And say what I don't mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was some to say That all feelings don't mean shit to me it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to To make all this just go away and find another heart to So heartless with these I say saying what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love I would rather be Thoughts at the of my head But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I spent too late nights thinking a hole in the earth Till the sky is on And my head still won't die I guess I'm lyin' I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just so tired I need something to come alive She said, "You you when you're like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you know how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you No, I tell you nothing
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could always be whatever you But not what you Especially you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And say what I don't mean Just cause I wanted or maybe I it Swear lying's the only rush I need,