There are times when I wished I wasn't so alive, and I would take it out on people they were dead I blow them away with so red, it chops their skulls their shoulders, and they run circles till they off the face of the earth it only works if I know about you to pierce your heart, soul, and if you've pierced mine It only works if touched me soft with patterns of trust I the bond if my paranoia seeps to the surface like vomit Why do you even It happens when I hate to the bone Broken mirror I alone Did you wonder if I smiled at home away from your prying eyes? Did you ever wonder if I smiled at away from my worldly disguises?
Deep thought crushes me bombs and ill-will feeds on interpretation I'm inhuman, a beast I resent you for your streak Backwards I walk, talk, and I lose myself in a of a sadistic hate I shake It rings in my blood, and I like a chorus of cats in heat, for the slightest contact, with my sharp looks and calls I for attention I run myself towards a wall no escaping me, I jump and stall Your hand still my ankle, I let go with thoughts, yells, rivers, translations of my life from hell, in the split second the concrete smashes my face They cut you deeply I smell your like a fiend, and reach even deeper, I mentally with the strange power pain has blessed me with I stop until you hit the floor My I hold out, I let you fall thru them Secretly smiling I bring you down to my level of
such dragons
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