There are times when I wished I wasn't so alive, and I would take it out on people like they dead I blow them with words so red, it chops skulls from their shoulders, and they run circles till they fall off the face of the it only works if I know about you to pierce your heart, your soul, and if you've pierced It only if you've touched me soft with patterns of trust I disengage the bond if my paranoia to the surface like vomit Why do you bother? It happens when I hate myself to the Broken I feel alone Did you ever wonder if I smiled at away from your prying eyes? Did you ever wonder if I smiled at home away from my worldly
Deep thought me with bombs and ill-will feeds on until I'm inhuman, a beast I resent you for your cold I walk, talk, and think I lose myself in a cradle of a sadistic I slowly It in my blood, and I salivate like a chorus of cats in heat, for the slightest contact, with my long looks and calls I for attention I run from myself a wall no escaping me, I jump and stall Your hand clutching my ankle, I viciously let go thoughts, yells, rivers, translations of my life from hell, in the split second before the smashes my face cut you deeply I smell your blood like a fiend, and reach even deeper, I masturbate mentally with the power pain has blessed me with I can't until you hit the floor My I hold out, I let you fall thru them Secretly smiling I bring you down to my of broken-ness
We're such
Maybe if I loved m