There are times when I wished I wasn't so alive, and I would take it out on people like were dead I them away with words so red, it their skulls from their shoulders, and they run circles till they off the face of the earth it only if I know enough about you to pierce your heart, your soul, and if you've mine It only if you've touched me soft with patterns of trust I disengage the bond if my paranoia seeps to the like vomit Why do you bother? It happens when I hate to the bone mirror I feel alone Did you ever wonder if I smiled at home away your prying eyes? Did you ever wonder if I smiled at away from my worldly disguises?
Deep thought crushes me with bombs and ill-will on interpretation until I'm inhuman, a I resent you for your cold Backwards I walk, talk, and I lose myself in a cradle of a hate I slowly It rings in my blood, and I salivate a chorus of cats in heat, for the slightest contact, with my long looks and calls I for attention I run from myself towards a There's no escaping me, I and stall Your hand clutching my ankle, I let go with thoughts, yells, rivers, translations of my life from hell, in the split before the concrete smashes my face They cut you deeply I smell your blood like a fiend, and even deeper, I masturbate mentally with the strange power pain has blessed me I can't stop until you hit the My arms I hold out, I let you fall thru Secretly smiling I bring you to my level of broken-ness
We're such
Maybe if I loved m