There are times when I wished I wasn't so alive, and I would take it out on people like they dead I blow them with words so red, it chops their skulls from shoulders, and run circles till they fall off the face of the earth it only works if I know enough about you to pierce heart, your soul, and if pierced mine It only works if you've me soft with patterns of trust I disengage the bond if my paranoia seeps to the surface vomit Why do you even It happens I hate myself to the bone Broken I feel alone Did you wonder if I smiled at home away from your prying eyes? Did you ever wonder if I smiled at away from my worldly disguises?
thought crushes me with bombs and ill-will feeds on interpretation until I'm inhuman, a I resent you for your cold I walk, talk, and think I myself in a cradle of a sadistic hate I slowly It rings in my blood, and I salivate like a of cats in heat, for the slightest contact, with my sharp looks and calls I starve for I run from myself a wall There's no escaping me, I jump and Your hand still my ankle, I viciously let go with thoughts, yells, rivers, of my life from hell, in the split second the concrete smashes my face They cut you deeply I smell your like a fiend, and reach even deeper, I masturbate mentally with the strange power pain has me with I can't stop you hit the floor My arms I hold out, I let you thru them Secretly smiling I you down to my level of broken-ness
We're such
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