Luyện nghe bài hát Disheartenment

[Music and Lyrics by HERR - Autumn/Winter 2001]

Lying in a dark
The black candle light is out
Trying to this suffering
As coldness my pale naked flesh

I faced my fears a thousand
Endless doubts - of paranoia
I try to a way out
From this state of urge

I with empty eyes the blade
As begin to fall down my face
Another night with myself
At one melancholy and depression

I bleed because the is near
I cry as i realize you t be here
I to caress your skin in the night
But now my only remains this knife

Why must i live these fears?
I know my tragedy is my mind
Sometimes i think i'm all the joys
And with this bitter i fear to die

I so jaded now, so far away
I can't face next morning with this
cut lacerates my flesh
Sometimes i think it be the last

I'm trying to objectivate this hate
I prove myself and life itself
I only need to watch these wounds
I opened upon my body in the

I only to stop these sick death thoughts
And cry for joy you'll be here again
I'll watch you naked at my side
I'll kiss you and this blood stop to flow

can kill himself one day
Life pain and suffering on our way
Cut your wrists, simpler than it seems
But in you'll know...
Disheartenment