If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose love than to on never knowing what it feel like. Short days, nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, woman you cold. Every that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could all these tears, Im and out, keep on moving and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could with no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This pain she can't be reversed. I can't stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest by the wrong man, And all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your heart to to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone anyways. And everyday goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so anyone presented in her endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, keep it moving and try to get out, I know how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I could with no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......