If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose love to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down road. Heart of stone, Far away home, Black you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll on moving and tryna get out, I know how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i could with no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her father so, so She dont a problem with, with, fuck a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. This pain she can't be reversed. I even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got standards. Nothing that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a impression. What I do is I channel my with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I can drive you out of this frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you shine anyways. And that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so presented in her presence endures these life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I know how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I could with no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......