If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out would you?
Rather lose love to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, Black you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm here but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. to your friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, i could shed all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I dont know how to on, i went wrong, I wish i could with no fear, So and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just be the one who never run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She see in me, what i see in her. pain she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me that I meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the man, And mostly all of them have made you incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression no cable or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this of mind. with such a ugly in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures these sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont how to move on, I went wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......