Shortly after I first met them, something that I upset them and perhaps we should have parted then. I was how important that they were and what a could be made if they would let me try. But I did not understand why they took in and had to by those who were so worthless to them both. Then got extremely angry, shouting that the seedy gang behind them may not much value in my eyes...but they were people and were needing what we give and if you see them you see some roaches on the floor, then the sad one must be you who sees as too good to do for the weak or ones with warts. You disdain and criticize someone who has been compromised but have no values of your own, so maybe you leave and find some, steal or beg or maybe buy some a smiling banker or a store. At first I was too shocked to they would suggest that I should levae, and what was even worse was I saw that they preferrred their gutter rutting friends above my smugly strutting. And I admit it stunned and me. So I begged and then beseeched them, "Let me stay and you could teach some into this tired old mind of mine." And of course we with hugging arms and tugging smiles left me more secure, but still in doubt. I truly loved and felt for them both, but I was broken up and feeling powerless inside. I must become important to them, intertwined with roots them, or else I'd loose my and newfound pride.