Shortly after I first met them, something that I said upset and perhaps we should have parted then. I was saying how that they were and what a fortune could be made if would let me try. But I did not understand why they took in and had to stand by who were so to them both. Then they got extremely angry, shouting that the seedy behind them may not have much value in my eyes...but they were people and were what we give and if you see them like you see some roaches on the floor, then the sad one be you who sees himself as too good to do something for the weak or ones with warts. You and criticize who has been compromised but really have no values of your own, so maybe you leave and find some, steal or beg or maybe buy some from a smiling banker or a store. At I was too shocked to believe would suggest that I should levae, and what was even worse was that I saw that they preferrred their gutter rutting above my smugly strutting. And I it stunned and humbled me. So I begged and then beseeched them, "Let me stay and you could teach sense into this tired old mind of mine." And of course we reconciled with hugging and tugging smiles that left me more secure, but still in doubt. I loved and devotion for them both, but I was broken up and feeling powerless inside. I must become important to them, intertwined with roots them, or else I'd loose my and newfound pride.