Shortly after I first met them, something that I said them and perhaps we should have parted then. I was saying how that they were and what a fortune be made if they would let me try. But I did not understand why they took in and had to stand by who were so worthless to them both. Then got extremely angry, shouting that the seedy gang behind may not have much value in my eyes...but they were people and were needing what we and if you see them like you see some roaches on the floor, then the sad one must be you who sees as too good to do something for the weak or ones warts. You disdain and criticize someone who has been compromised but have no values of own, so maybe you should leave and find some, steal or beg or maybe buy some from a smiling banker or a store. At I was too shocked to they would suggest that I should levae, and what was even worse was that I saw that preferrred their gutter rutting friends above my smugly strutting. And I it stunned and humbled me. So I begged and then beseeched them, "Let me stay and you could some sense into this tired old mind of mine." And of course we with hugging arms and tugging smiles left me more secure, but still in doubt. I truly loved and devotion for them both, but I was broken up and feeling powerless inside. I must become important to them, intertwined with into them, or else I'd loose my and newfound pride.