Shortly after I met them, something that I said upset them and perhaps we should have parted then. I was saying how important that were and what a fortune could be made if they let me try. But I did not understand why they took in and had to by those who were so to them both. Then they got extremely angry, shouting that the seedy gang behind them may not have value in my eyes...but they were people and were needing what we and if you see them like you see some on the floor, then the sad one must be you who sees himself as too good to do something for the weak or ones warts. You disdain and criticize someone who has been compromised but really have no of own, so maybe you should leave and find some, steal or beg or maybe buy some a smiling banker or a store. At first I was too shocked to believe they would suggest that I should levae, and what was worse was that I saw that preferrred their gutter rutting friends above my strutting. And I admit it stunned and humbled me. So I begged and then beseeched them, "Let me stay and you teach some sense into this tired old mind of mine." And of we reconciled with hugging arms and tugging smiles that left me secure, but still in doubt. I truly loved and felt devotion for them both, but I was broken up and powerless inside. I must become to them, intertwined with roots into them, or else I'd my false and newfound pride.