Shortly after I met them, something that I said upset them and perhaps we should have parted then. I was saying how important they were and what a fortune could be made if would let me try. But I did not why they took in and had to stand by those who were so worthless to them both. Then got extremely angry, shouting that the seedy gang behind them may not have much value in my eyes...but were people and were needing what we give and if you see them like you see roaches on the floor, the sad one must be you who sees himself as too good to do something for the or ones with warts. You disdain and criticize someone who has been compromised but have no values of your own, so maybe you should leave and find some, steal or beg or buy some from a smiling or a store. At first I was too shocked to believe they would suggest that I levae, and what was even worse was that I saw that they preferrred their gutter rutting above my smugly strutting. And I admit it and humbled me. So I begged and then beseeched them, "Let me stay and you could teach some sense this old mind of mine." And of course we reconciled with hugging arms and tugging smiles that left me secure, but still in doubt. I truly loved and felt devotion for them both, but I was up and feeling powerless inside. I become important to them, intertwined with roots into them, or else I'd my false and newfound pride.