Desolate

Is there a God looking out for me?
I've waited for what feels like centuries

There's no change, barely coherent for a day
And misery comes at me like a freight train
This bitter taste, the barren waste
I collapse in this burning space
My soul reaches out to God but he can't reciprocate

Clouds pass covering the sun in my dreams
My coma spanned for centuries it seems
Do you really understand just how desolate my world can get?
Said its more like a noose tied tightly, tightly around my neck

My world is so desolate
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Either way, I don't know where I'll end up

Clouds pass covering the sun in my dreams
My coma spanned for centuries it seems
Do you really understand just how desolate my world can get?
Said its more like a noose tied tightly, tightly around my neck
My mother's dead. My lover's left
Hanging by a thread
Said its more like a noose tied tightly, tightly around my neck

The louder that I scream, no one hears me
The more that I'm awake, I'm still dreaming
The louder that I scream, no one hears me
The more that I'm awake, I'm still dreaming
Don't you cry for me when I'm gone
Pick up the scattered debris from the wreckage I leave behind
You can't save me, I'm not worth it anyway
One foot on safe ground, the other hanging off the edge