Depressed but Optimistic

How do you call when you get used to it?
They think I'm dumb, but they don't know a thing
How did I get myself in this mess?

I always thought it was the way to live,
I was alone, I didn't mind to be,
Nothing could slow me down... but then I stopped.

And I promised myself "I ain't wasting more time"
The people they say they would not go away,
But the years will go by and the dreams will come true,
Today I miss the snow but tomorrow the sun.

Life's bittersweet, full of rainbows 'n shit,
Sometimes smiles, some others a friend cries,
I'll take the long way up, 27 and more.

Too many time I couldn't fall asleep,
Some others where I'd rather stay awake,
Why don't you come with me and spend the night?

And I promised myself "I ain't wasting more time"
The people they say they would not go away,
But the years will go by and the dreams will come true,
Today I miss the snow but tomorrow the sun.
But tomorrow the sun.