(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)