(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll a steak. And think that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)