(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And think that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont shave his beard again and he he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And that still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that behind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a why cant I? systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)