(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible over substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that I gradually graduate, to a prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... somethings is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)