(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I never had no with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get high the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)