(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil 'I think I'll just have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)