(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over cool pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)