(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible over substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)