(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half for half of the time. Who's mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)