(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)