(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down possible dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. that mastermind behind that little line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck last night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)