(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive over dose substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the to receive the drug addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function the day let's see an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)