(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)