(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription drug Valium like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. that mastermind behind that little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)