(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)