Luyện nghe bài hát December 4th

Shawn was born December 4th
Weighing in at 10 pounds 8 ounces, he was the of my 4 children
The only one who didn't give me any when I gave birth to him
And that's how I knew he was a special child

"Hi baby, wrong?
You look like, you've your best friend
me, is it something that I've done again?
You like, you've lost your best friend tell me"

They say, "They never miss you till you dead or you gone"
So on that note I'm leaving after the
So you ain't gotta feel no way Jay so long
At let me tell you why I'm this way, hold on

I was conceived by Gloria and Adaness Revees
Who love under the sycamore tree which makes me
A more sicker emcee than my momma claim
At 10 pounds when I was born I didn't her no pain

Although through the years I her her fair share
I gave her her first real scare I made it from and I got here
She my purpose wasn't purpose I ain't perfect I care
But I worthless 'cause my shirts wasn't matchin' my gear

Now I'm just scratchin' the surface 'cause buried under there
Was a kid torn apart his pop disappeared
I went to school got good grades could behave I wanted
But I had demons deep inside would raise when confronted, hold on

was a very shy child growing up
He was into and a funny story is
At 4 he taught his self how to a bike
A two wheeler at isn't that special?
But, I noticed a change in him when me and my husband up

Now all the teachers couldn't me
And my momma beat me
Hard enough to match the of my pop not seeing me, so
With that distain in my

Got on my pimp
the world my defense came
Then Dahaven me to the game
Spanish Jose introduced me to cane, I'm a now

My is in and I'm in the in crowd
And all the light skinned girls is lovin' me now
My self esteem through the roof man I got my swag
Got a from this girl when her man got bagged

Plus I hit my momma with cash from a show I had
Supposedly knowin' nobody Jaz wack ass
I'm ahead of myself, by the way, I could rap
came second to me movin' this crack

Gimme a second I
I will say my rap career
Till 96 came I'm here

Shawn use to be in the
on the table and rapping
And um, until the wee hours of the
And I bought him a boom box
And his sisters and brothers that he would drive them nuts
But was my way to keep him close to me and out of trouble

Good-bye to the all the spoils, the adrenaline rush
Your boils you in a spot knowing cops could rush
And you in a drop your so easy to touch no two days are
the first and fifteenth pretty much

And trust is a word you hear from us
we don't sleep we rest one eye up
And a drought can define a man, the well dries up
You learn to work the water without workin', of thirst die yup

And niggas get tied up for
And little brothers fingers get cut up
To mothers they really got 'em
And this was the stress I with till I decided

To try this rap for a livin', I pray I'm forgiven
For every bad decision I every sister I played
'Cause I'm still paranoid to day
And it's nobody I made the decisions I made
is the life I chose or rather the life that chose me

If you can't respect that your whole is wack
you'll love me when I fade to black
If you can't respect that your perspective is wack
Maybe love me when I fade to black

Now if you can't respect your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I to black
If you can't respect your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll me when I fade to black