Luyện nghe bài hát December 4th

Shawn Carter was December 4th
Weighing in at 10 pounds 8 ounces, he was the last of my 4
The only one who didn't me any pain when I gave birth to him
And that's how I knew he was a special child

"Hi baby, wrong?
You look like, you've lost best friend
me, is it something that I've done again?
You look like, you've lost best friend tell me"

They say, "They really miss you till you dead or you gone"
So on that note I'm leaving after the
So you ain't gotta no way about Jay so long
At let me tell you why I'm this way, hold on

I was conceived by Gloria Carter and Revees
Who made love under the sycamore tree makes me
A more sicker emcee than my momma claim
At 10 pounds when I was born I give her no pain

Although through the years I gave her her share
I gave her her real scare I made it from birth and I got here
She my purpose wasn't purpose I ain't perfect I care
But I feel 'cause my shirts wasn't matchin' my gear

Now I'm scratchin' the surface 'cause what's buried under there
Was a kid torn apart once his pop
I went to school got grades could behave when I wanted
But I had demons deep inside that would when confronted, hold on

Shawn was a shy child growing up
He was into and a funny story is
At 4 he taught his self how to ride a
A two wheeler at isn't that special?
But, I noticed a change in him me and my husband broke up

Now all the teachers reach me
And my momma couldn't me
Hard to match the pain of my pop not seeing me, so
that distain in my membrane

Got on my pimp
Fuck the world my defense
Then introduced me to the game
Jose introduced me to cane, I'm a hustler now

My is in and I'm in the in crowd
And all the light skinned girls is lovin' me now
My self esteem went through the roof man I got my
Got a vocal from girl when her man got bagged

I hit my momma with cash from a show that I had
Supposedly nobody paid Jaz wack ass
I'm ahead of myself, by the way, I could rap
That came to me movin' this crack

Gimme a I swear
I will say about my rap
Till 96 came I'm here

Shawn use to be in the
on the table and rapping
And um, until the wee hours of the
And then I bought him a box
And his sisters and brothers said that he drive them nuts
But that was my way to keep him close to me and out of

Good-bye to the game all the spoils, the adrenaline
Your boils you in a spot knowing cops could rush
And you in a your so easy to touch no two days are alike
Except the first and fifteenth pretty

And is a word you seldom hear from us
Hustlers we don't we rest one eye up
And a drought can define a man, the well dries up
You learn to the water without workin', of thirst you'll die yup

And get tied up for product
And little brothers fingers get cut up
To show mothers really got 'em
And this was the stress I live with till I

To try this rap for a livin', I pray I'm forgiven
For every bad decision I made every sister I
I'm still paranoid to this day
And it's nobody fault I the decisions I made
This is the life I chose or rather the life chose me

If you can't respect that your whole is wack
Maybe you'll love me I fade to black
If you can't that your whole perspective is wack
you'll love me when I fade to black

Now if you can't respect that whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me I fade to black
If you can't respect your whole perspective is wack
Maybe love me when I fade to black