Luyện nghe bài hát December 4th

Shawn Carter was December 4th
Weighing in at 10 8 ounces, he was the last of my 4 children
The only one who didn't give me any when I gave birth to him
And how I knew that he was a special child

"Hi baby, wrong?
You look like, you've your best friend
Tell me, is it something I've done again?
You like, you've lost your best friend tell me"

They say, "They never miss you till you dead or you gone"
So on that note I'm leaving the song
So you ain't gotta feel no way about Jay so
At least let me tell you why I'm this way, on

I was by Gloria Carter and Adaness Revees
Who made love the sycamore tree which makes me
A more sicker emcee than my momma would
At 10 pounds I was born I didn't give her no pain

Although through the I gave her her fair share
I gave her her first real scare I made it from birth and I got
She knows my purpose purpose I ain't perfect I care
But I feel worthless 'cause my shirts wasn't my gear

Now I'm scratchin' the surface 'cause what's buried under there
Was a kid torn once his pop disappeared
I went to school got good grades behave when I wanted
But I had demons deep inside that would when confronted, hold on

was a very shy child growing up
He was sports and a funny story is
At 4 he his self how to ride a bike
A two wheeler at that that special?
But, I a change in him when me and my husband broke up

Now all the couldn't reach me
And my momma couldn't me
enough to match the pain of my pop not seeing me, so
With that in my membrane

Got on my pimp
Fuck the my defense came
Dahaven introduced me to the game
Spanish introduced me to cane, I'm a hustler now

My is in and I'm in the in crowd
And all the light skinned girls is lovin' me now
My self went through the roof man I got my swag
Got a vocal this girl when her man got bagged

Plus I hit my momma with cash from a show I had
Supposedly knowin' paid Jaz wack ass
I'm getting ahead of myself, by the way, I rap
That came second to me movin' this

Gimme a I swear
I will say my rap career
Till 96 came I'm here

Shawn use to be in the
Beating on the table and
And um, the wee hours of the morning
And I bought him a boom box
And his sisters and brothers that he would drive them nuts
But was my way to keep him close to me and out of trouble

Good-bye to the all the spoils, the adrenaline rush
Your blood boils you in a spot knowing cops rush
And you in a drop your so to touch no two days are alike
the first and fifteenth pretty much

And trust is a word you hear from us
Hustlers we don't sleep we one eye up
And a can define a man, when the well dries up
You learn to the water without workin', of thirst you'll die yup

And get tied up for product
And little ring fingers get cut up
To show mothers they got 'em
And was the stress I live with till I decided

To try rap shit for a livin', I pray I'm forgiven
For every bad decision I made every I played
'Cause I'm still to this day
And it's nobody I made the decisions I made
This is the life I chose or rather the life chose me

If you can't respect that your perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I to black
If you can't respect that your whole perspective is
you'll love me when I fade to black

Now if you can't that your whole perspective is wack
Maybe love me when I fade to black
If you can't respect that your perspective is wack
Maybe love me when I fade to black