The soundtrack to my life is like CNN first like CNN but worse sh*t I would down the Pinot Gris But I'd see the Group Home without the beats And it my soul I'm a Warrior so though the odds is against a nigga, Dirk gon' Some people confide in the that they sleep with I've learned no such thing as a secret (oh) I describe the feeling I get You was riding shotgun, I was wheeling the sh*t, I even let you out Being Bill Belichick, tapin' from the sidelines, stealin' my But dawg, you was like a me Mocked me, me, turns out YOU WAS BLOWIN' HOT AIR, KENNY G But you was cool, accepted you Not a groupie but you had a few And though we share a few A couple wrong turns'll a friend to an enemy See, phony like phony people Even you could be mistaken if you phone people Look, you invite the nerds to the cool table IS BOUND TO BREAK UP LIKE A POOL TABLE So wack dudes'll start feeling the sh*t And you it's you, its really where you sit Or you was neglected 'Cause when you take the front down and a nigga naked, he's dying to be accepted (oh) I did that, the way you was Now you a stranger, like the way you was But uh, you not real, you not You not Worm, you not Dill, sh*t, you not I you had some ... fu*k the fake sh*t, I'm really feel that you tryna me And you a smarter than the average dude So it a nigga just a little longer to see They tried to warn me, fought with my girl erry about you sh*t only hurts 'cause she was right you She run around wanting to you the fair one I keep her "chill, I don't care none" I got side I never showed to you The where everybody is disposable See, relationships are never a I'll erase the history and act like we never met Become done giving a fu*k and done I got your e-mail, I was done way then (oh) Dear Diary, I don't wanna sh*t inside of me I'd rather just to you privately its my mood, as far as I can see There's really no in having this guy with me Change from the days of us getting in your It's bigger than one song, bigger than a buck It's bigger than me, bigger than Bigger than voodoo, its bigger luck, sh*t, it's bigger than us I always call niggas for wanting to learn the hard way (when) When I'm the fool for tryna teach 'em When the blinds the blind you cant reach 'em If niggas ain't as hungry as you then why 'em? Niggas tryna be lead then why lead 'em? Having big problems with your dogs, why em? keep my part up, keep my guard up Was like Thundercats but faster than Cheetara a small part of a larger issue Sometimes is so hard to get to But we all equal, no one or above me I my team just as much as they love me If not If I the knob we all going through the door, I ain't coming back for y'all The whole feel the same as me How could you ignore something so plain to I'm ig'nant, that get on my nerves every minute What's plain to some is really Burberry Being so real sometimes is a slow We was one squad, you broke out like Michael I want mignon, you want oatmeal Add up our differences up to no meal No mills, yup, no deal, why you gotta sh*t To know no thrills For real, a nigga still with his baby momma (BUT!) Only thing my baby ain't a baby no Hit her on MySpace, maybe she shady no more old girl a message, no reply but she read it Some things are so and our heads is for O's but get X's, dealing wit ya exes I was one long away from the Tetris She me the L, that sent me to hell To the point where I was my son I don't see him, talk to him I don't greet him, don't wit' him But I pay for him he's an object No matter how right I am, in I CAN'T OBJECT Diary, how could she deny me? How she go to bed without her F*CKING WITH HER Is she wrong using him so I can back? (or) Or am I wrong for wishing I COULD GET MY CUM Looking for sun, all I see is the How I'm gon' All I see is betrayal It's they keep trying more and more to subdue me And only you understand, signed by yours