The soundtrack to my life is like CNN first like CNN but worse sh*t I would down the whole Pinot But I'd see the Group Home without the Premo And it hurts my I'm a so though the odds is against a nigga, Dirk gon' choke Some people confide in the person they sleep with I've learned there's no such thing as a (oh) I describe the feeling I get You was riding shotgun, I was the whip sh*t, I even let you out Being Belichick, tapin' from the sidelines, stealin' my sh*t But dawg, you was like a me me, envied me, turns out YOU WAS BLOWIN' HOT AIR, KENNY G But you was cool, accepted you Not a but you had a few tendencies And though we a few memories A wrong turns'll turn a friend to an enemy See, phony people like people Even you could be mistaken if you phone people Look, when you invite the nerds to the cool sh*t IS BOUND TO BREAK UP A POOL TABLE So wack start feeling like the sh*t And you it's you, its really where you sit Or maybe you was 'Cause when you take the front down and strip a nigga naked, he's dying to be (oh) I did that, the way you was Now you a stranger, like the way you was But uh, you not real, you not You not Worm, you not Dill, sh*t, you not I you had some ... fu*k the fake sh*t, I'm feel that you tryna screw me And you a little smarter the average dude So it took a just a little longer to see They tried to warn me, fought with my girl night about you only hurts 'cause she was right about you She run wanting to shoot you the fair one I keep telling her "chill, I don't none" I got another side I never to you The side everybody is disposable See, are never a threat 'Cause I'll the history and act like we never met done giving a fu*k and done calling I got e-mail, I was done way before then (oh) Dear Diary, I wanna keep sh*t inside of me I'd just speak to you privately its my mood, as far as I can see There's really no in having this guy with me Change from the days of us getting in truck It's bigger than one song, bigger than a buck It's bigger me, bigger than buck Bigger than voodoo, its bigger than luck, sh*t, bigger than us I call niggas fools for wanting to learn the hard way (when) When I'm really the fool for teach 'em When the leading the blind you cant reach 'em If niggas ain't as as you then why feed 'em? Niggas ain't tryna be then why lead 'em? Having big problems your dogs, why breed em? keep my part up, keep my guard up Was like Thundercats but changed faster than This a small part of a issue Sometimes is so hard to get to But we all equal, no one or above me I love my team just as much as they me If not If I turn the we all going through the door, I ain't coming back for y'all The crew feel the same as me How could you ignore so plain to see? I'm being ig'nant, that get on my nerves minute What's plain to some is Burberry printed Being so real is a slow kill We was one squad, you broke out like Michael I want mignon, you want oatmeal Add up our differences up to no meal No mills, yup, no deal, why you gotta chase To know it's no For real, a nigga still beefin' with his baby (BUT!) Only my baby ain't a baby no more Hit her on MySpace, maybe she shady no more old girl a message, no reply but she read it Some things are so embedded and our is for O's but get X's, dealing wit ya exes I was one long away from the Tetris She me the L, that sent me to hell To the point where I was my son I don't see him, don't to him I don't greet him, walk wit' him But I pay for him like an object No matter how right I am, in court I OBJECT Diary, how could she deny me? How she go to bed without her F*CKING HER PSYCHE? Is she wrong using him so I can come (or) Or am I wrong for I COULD GET MY CUM BACK? Looking for sun, all I see is the How I'm gon' All I see is betrayal It's like they keep trying and more to subdue me And only you understand, signed by yours