Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its been you left
its How often I dream of seein you again
seeing you in me - but then
I wake up - suddenly its all gone the picture in my head
and picture still is there damn I miss it when U read
stories to me I couldnt fall asleep in my bed
cause the bed bugs would - but you said its alright
....I didnt believe you - so you stayed there all
I guess it didnt to be comfortable for you
As long as you comfort me - thats what youd do
And I love you for - camela ...you were heaven sent
You were my hero - from my till eleven then
That thing came....and started takin you
but surely... came that day.....
that day in spring ------ when you were
from all the pain you were goin thru - in peace

.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 years on - Im this song
just to you I never forgot you -despite bein gone
for the most of my youth - all my years too
I wish you saw me from the kid I was to this dude
still a kid - still your god son - your nephew
unlike marriage I love you than death do
us apart -and this is just a - just a message
my blessings - from my heart
Im restless when it to art
Ive tried so many times to write you but I failed
everytime I sat down --- I didnt what to tell
you - I wanted to hold you - smell you
you were prevailed from that sickness went thru hell
I cant even imagine what you went thru - will
but all I can hope now is that youre doin
- cause all you deserve is the best
I love you forever - my final breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the moment we shared
I sat next to your bed - my on your forehead
my hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each other
because you talk anymore
so we were..... talkin with our - talkin with our souls
reminiscin bout the times - ur life wasnt cold
next to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever done
That feelin made me suffer - not a nother member gone
I couldnt it - didnt understand the reason
all my family greavin never seen my daddy screamin
not in anger - in
cause he both sisters - but not his patience
And I admire him for that - He to stay strong
in front of us kids - cause what fathers want
to be the role model - no bottle him at all
We overcame the pain - holdin on

I remember this one time when I came home school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you