Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its been you left
its crazy How I dream of seein you again
seeing you in front me - but
I up - suddenly its all gone except the picture in my head
and That picture still is there damn I it when U read
to me when I couldnt fall asleep in my bed
cause the bed would bite - but you said its alright
....I didnt you - so you stayed there all night
I guess it have to be comfortable for you
As long as you could me - thats what youd do
And I love you for that - camela ...you heaven sent
You my hero - from my birth till eleven then
That thing came....and started you away
slowly but surely... came day.....
day in spring ------ when you were released
from all the pain you goin thru - rest in peace

.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 on - Im writin this song
just to show you I forgot you -despite bein gone
for the most of my youth - all my teenage too
I wish you saw me from the kid I was to this dude
still a kid - still your god son - still nephew
unlike marriage I you longer than death do
us apart this is just a start - just a message
count my blessings - from my
Im restless when it to art
Ive tried so many times to write you but I always
everytime I sat down --- I didnt know what to
you - I just wanted to hold you - you
then you were prevailed from that sickness thru hell
I cant even imagine what you thru - never will
but all I can hope now is that doin well
better - all you deserve is the best
I you forever - till my final breath

Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the last we shared
I sat next to your bed - my hand on your
my other was holdin yours - we just stared at each other
because you couldnt anymore
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - talkin with our
reminiscin bout the times - when ur life wasnt
sittin next to you that was the hardest shit Ive ever done
That feelin made me - not a nother family member gone
I couldnt accept it - understand the reason
all my family suffered greavin never seen my daddy
not in anger - in
cause he lost sisters - but not his patience
And I admire him for that - He tried to strong
in front of us kids - cause thats what fathers
to be the role model - no helped him at all
We overcame the pain - holdin on

I remember this one when I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you