Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how its been since you left
its crazy How often I dream of seein you
seeing you in front me - but
I wake up - suddenly its all gone the picture in my head
and That picture is there damn I miss it when U read
stories to me when I couldnt asleep in my bed
cause the bed would bite - but you said its alright
....I didnt believe you - so you stayed all night
I guess it didnt to be comfortable for you
As as you could comfort me - thats what youd do
And I love you for that - camela ...you were heaven
You were my hero - from my birth till eleven
thing came....and started takin you away
slowly but surely... that day.....
day in spring ------ when you were released
from all the pain you were goin thru - rest in

.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 years on - Im writin this
just to show you I never forgot you -despite bein
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow the kid I was to this dude
still a kid - your god son - still your nephew
unlike marriage I love you than death do
us apart this is just a start - just a message
count my - from my heart
Im restless it comes to art
Ive so many times to write you but I always failed
everytime I sat down --- I know what to tell
you - I just wanted to hold you - you
then you were prevailed that sickness went thru hell
I cant even imagine what you thru - never will
but all I can now is that youre doin well
- cause all you deserve is the best
I love you forever - till my breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the last moment we
I sat to your bed - my hand on your forehead
my other hand was holdin yours - we just at each other
because you talk anymore
so we were..... talkin with our - talkin with our souls
reminiscin bout the times - when ur life cold
sittin next to you moment was the hardest shit Ive ever done
That feelin made me suffer - not a nother member gone
I couldnt accept it - didnt the reason
all my family greavin never seen my daddy screamin
not in - in desperation
he lost both sisters - but not his patience
And I admire him for that - He tried to stay
in front of us - cause thats what fathers want
to be the model - no bottle helped him at all
We overcame the together - holdin on

I remember this one time I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you