Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how its been since you left
its crazy How often I of seein you again
seeing you in me - but then
I up - suddenly its all gone except the picture in my head
and That still is there damn I miss it when U read
to me when I couldnt fall asleep in my bed
cause the bed would bite - but you said its alright
....I believe you - so you stayed there all night
I guess it didnt to be comfortable for you
As long as you could comfort me - thats youd do
And I love you for - camela ...you were heaven sent
You were my hero - my birth till eleven then
That thing came....and started you away
slowly but surely... that day.....
day in spring ------ when you were released
from all the pain you were thru - rest in peace

.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 years on - Im this song
just to show you I never you -despite bein gone
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow from the kid I was to this
still a kid - still your god son - still your
unlike marriage I love you than death do
us apart this is just a start - just a message
count my blessings - my heart
Im restless when it to art
Ive so many times to write you but I always failed
everytime I sat down --- I didnt what to tell
you - I just wanted to hold you - you
then you were prevailed from that went thru hell
I cant even what you went thru - never will
but all I can hope now is that youre doin
better - cause all you is the best
I love you forever - till my breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the last moment we
I sat next to your bed - my hand on forehead
my other hand was holdin yours - we just at each other
because you couldnt anymore
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - talkin our souls
reminiscin bout the times - when ur life wasnt
sittin next to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever
feelin made me suffer - not a nother family member gone
I couldnt it - didnt understand the reason
all my suffered greavin never seen my daddy screamin
not in - in desperation
cause he lost both sisters - but not his
And I admire him for that - He to stay strong
in of us kids - cause thats what fathers want
to be the role model - no bottle him at all
We the pain together - holdin on

I remember this one time when I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you