Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its been since you
its crazy How often I of seein you again
seeing you in me - but then
I wake up - suddenly its all gone except the picture in my
and That picture still is there I miss it when U read
stories to me when I couldnt fall in my bed
cause the bed bugs bite - but you said its alright
....I didnt you - so you stayed there all night
I it didnt have to be comfortable for you
As long as you could comfort me - thats what do
And I love you for that - camela ...you were heaven
You were my hero - from my birth till eleven
That thing came....and started takin you
but surely... came that day.....
that day in spring when you were released
from all the pain you were goin thru - in peace

.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 on - Im writin this song
just to you I never forgot you -despite bein gone
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow from the kid I was to dude
a kid - still your god son - still your nephew
unlike marriage I love you than death do
us apart -and this is just a start - just a
count my - from my heart
Im when it comes to art
Ive so many times to write you but I always failed
everytime I sat down --- I didnt know what to
you - I just to hold you - smell you
then you were prevailed that sickness went thru hell
I cant even imagine what you went - never will
but all I can hope now is that doin well
better - cause all you deserve is the
I love you forever - till my breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....Camela...

And I ------- the last moment we shared
I sat next to your bed - my on your forehead
my hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each other
because you couldnt talk
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - with our souls
reminiscin bout the - when ur life wasnt cold
sittin to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever done
That feelin me suffer - not a nother family member gone
I accept it - didnt understand the reason
all my family suffered greavin never seen my daddy
not in anger - in
cause he lost sisters - but not his patience
And I admire him for that - He tried to stay
in front of us kids - cause thats fathers want
to be the model - no bottle helped him at all
We overcame the together - holdin on

I remember this one time when I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you