Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its been since you
its crazy How often I dream of seein you
seeing you in me - but then
I wake up - suddenly its all gone except the in my head
and picture still is there damn I miss it when U read
stories to me when I couldnt fall in my bed
cause the bed bugs would bite - but you said its
....I didnt believe you - so you stayed all night
I guess it didnt to be comfortable for you
As long as you could me - thats what youd do
And I love you for that - ...you were heaven sent
You were my hero - from my birth till eleven
That thing came....and takin you away
slowly but surely... came day.....
that day in spring ------ you were released
from all the pain you were goin thru - rest in

.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 years on - Im this song
to show you I never forgot you -despite bein gone
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow from the kid I was to dude
still a kid - still your god son - still nephew
unlike marriage I love you longer death do
us -and this is just a start - just a message
my blessings - from my heart
Im restless when it to art
Ive tried so many times to write you but I failed
everytime I sat down --- I didnt know what to
you - I just wanted to hold you - you
then you were prevailed from that sickness thru hell
I cant even imagine you went thru - never will
but all I can hope now is that youre doin
- cause all you deserve is the best
I you forever - till my final breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the last moment we
I sat next to bed - my hand on your forehead
my hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each other
you couldnt talk anymore
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - with our souls
reminiscin bout the times - when ur life cold
sittin next to you that moment was the hardest Ive ever done
That made me suffer - not a nother family member gone
I couldnt accept it - didnt understand the
all my family suffered greavin never seen my screamin
not in - in desperation
cause he lost both - but not his patience
And I him for that - He tried to stay strong
in front of us kids - cause thats what fathers
to be the role model - no bottle him at all
We overcame the pain together - on

I remember this one time when I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you