Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its since you left
its How often I dream of seein you again
seeing you in me - but then
I wake up - suddenly its all gone the picture in my head
and That picture is there damn I miss it when U read
stories to me when I couldnt asleep in my bed
the bed bugs would bite - but you said its alright
....I didnt believe you - so you there all night
I guess it have to be comfortable for you
As long as you could me - thats what youd do
And I love you for that - ...you were heaven sent
You were my hero - from my birth till then
That thing came....and started takin you
slowly but surely... came day.....
day in spring ------ when you were released
from all the pain you were goin - rest in peace

.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 years on - Im this song
just to show you I never forgot you -despite gone
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow the kid I was to this dude
still a kid - still your god son - your nephew
unlike marriage I you longer than death do
us apart -and this is a start - just a message
count my blessings - from my
Im when it comes to art
Ive tried so times to write you but I always failed
everytime I sat down --- I didnt what to tell
you - I wanted to hold you - smell you
then you were prevailed from sickness went thru hell
I cant even what you went thru - never will
but all I can hope now is that youre well
better - all you deserve is the best
I you forever - till my final breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember the last moment we shared
I sat next to bed - my hand on your forehead
my other hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each
because you couldnt talk
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - talkin our souls
reminiscin bout the times - when ur life cold
sittin next to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever
That feelin made me - not a nother family member gone
I couldnt accept it - didnt understand the
all my family suffered greavin never my daddy screamin
not in - in desperation
cause he lost both sisters - but not his
And I admire him for that - He tried to stay
in front of us kids - cause thats fathers want
to be the role - no bottle helped him at all
We overcame the pain together - on

I remember this one time when I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you