Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I believe how long its been since you left
its crazy How often I dream of you again
seeing you in front me - but
I up - suddenly its all gone except the picture in my head
and picture still is there damn I miss it when U read
stories to me when I couldnt fall in my bed
cause the bed bugs would bite - but you its alright
....I didnt believe you - so you stayed all night
I it didnt have to be comfortable for you
As as you could comfort me - thats what youd do
And I you for that - camela ...you were heaven sent
You were my hero - my birth till eleven then
That thing came....and started takin you
slowly but surely... came day.....
day in spring ------ when you were released
from all the pain you were thru - rest in peace

.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 on - Im writin this song
just to show you I never forgot you -despite gone
for the most of my - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow from the kid I was to dude
still a kid - still your god son - still your
unlike I love you longer than death do
us apart -and this is just a start - just a
count my - from my heart
Im restless it comes to art
Ive tried so many to write you but I always failed
I sat down --- I didnt know what to tell
you - I just wanted to you - smell you
you were prevailed from that sickness went thru hell
I cant even imagine you went thru - never will
but all I can hope now is youre doin well
better - cause all you is the best
I love you forever - my final breath

Camela.....camela..I you forever
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the last we shared
I sat next to bed - my hand on your forehead
my other hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each
because you couldnt anymore
so we were..... with our eyes - talkin with our souls
reminiscin bout the times - when ur wasnt cold
sittin next to you moment was the hardest shit Ive ever done
That feelin made me suffer - not a nother family member
I couldnt accept it - understand the reason
all my suffered greavin never seen my daddy screamin
not in anger - in
he lost both sisters - but not his patience
And I admire him for - He tried to stay strong
in front of us - cause thats what fathers want
to be the role model - no bottle him at all
We the pain together - holdin on

I remember this one time when I home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you