Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its since you left
its How often I dream of seein you again
seeing you in front me - but
I wake up - suddenly its all gone except the in my head
and That picture is there damn I miss it when U read
to me when I couldnt fall asleep in my bed
cause the bed bugs bite - but you said its alright
....I didnt believe you - so you there all night
I guess it didnt have to be for you
As long as you could comfort me - what youd do
And I love you for that - camela ...you were heaven
You my hero - from my birth till eleven then
That thing came....and started takin you
but surely... came that day.....
that day in spring ------ you were released
from all the pain you were goin thru - rest in

.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 on - Im writin this song
just to show you I forgot you -despite bein gone
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me from the kid I was to this dude
still a kid - still your god son - still your
unlike marriage I love you than death do
us apart -and this is just a - just a message
my blessings - from my heart
Im restless it comes to art
Ive tried so many times to write you but I failed
I sat down --- I didnt know what to tell
you - I just to hold you - smell you
then you prevailed from that sickness went thru hell
I cant even imagine what you went thru - will
but all I can hope now is that youre doin
better - cause all you deserve is the
I love you forever - till my final

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....Camela...

And I ------- the last moment we shared
I sat next to bed - my hand on your forehead
my other hand was holdin yours - we just at each other
because you talk anymore
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - talkin our souls
reminiscin bout the - when ur life wasnt cold
sittin to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever done
That feelin made me suffer - not a family member gone
I couldnt accept it - didnt the reason
all my family suffered greavin seen my daddy screamin
not in - in desperation
cause he lost both - but not his patience
And I admire him for - He tried to stay strong
in front of us kids - cause thats what fathers
to be the role model - no helped him at all
We the pain together - holdin on

I remember this one time when I came home school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you