Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Camela

camela,
I cant believe how long its been since you
its crazy How often I dream of seein you
seeing you in front me - but
I wake up - suddenly its all gone except the in my head
and That still is there damn I miss it when U read
to me when I couldnt fall asleep in my bed
cause the bed bugs would bite - but you its alright
....I believe you - so you stayed there all night
I guess it have to be comfortable for you
As long as you could me - thats what youd do
And I love you for that - camela ...you heaven sent
You were my hero - my birth till eleven then
That thing came....and started you away
slowly but surely... came day.....
that day in ------ when you were released
from all the pain you were goin thru - rest in

.....camela...I you forever
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...I love you
Camela.....camela...

and now 8 years on - Im this song
to show you I never forgot you -despite bein gone
for the of my youth - all my teenage years too
I wish you saw me grow from the kid I was to this
a kid - still your god son - still your nephew
unlike marriage I love you longer than do
us apart -and this is just a start - just a
count my blessings - from my
Im when it comes to art
Ive tried so times to write you but I always failed
everytime I sat down --- I didnt know what to
you - I wanted to hold you - smell you
then you were from that sickness went thru hell
I cant even imagine you went thru - never will
but all I can hope now is that youre doin
better - cause all you is the best
I love you - till my final breath

Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....camela..I love you
Camela.....Camela...

And I remember ------- the last we shared
I sat next to your bed - my hand on forehead
my hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each other
you couldnt talk anymore
so we were..... talkin with our eyes - talkin with our
reminiscin bout the times - when ur life wasnt
sittin next to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever
That feelin made me suffer - not a nother member gone
I couldnt accept it - understand the reason
all my family suffered greavin never seen my daddy
not in - in desperation
he lost both sisters - but not his patience
And I admire him for that - He tried to strong
in front of us kids - thats what fathers want
to be the role model - no bottle him at all
We overcame the together - holdin on

I remember this one time when I came from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something....

you asked me if you take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you...

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected...

I you