Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, puddle of
I nightmares when i get back into bed
It's like these voices keep playing on repeat
In the back of my
And i can't get to leave me alone
Thirty years old but hates being alone when i'm home
that's when the voices get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far my proudest

But these keep pressing me
I their the foulest
But I've comfortable with their presence,
My conscious is
My dreams are playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to them, they return with more
Anxiety isn't an item you can return at the
I was ten the first time i had a panic
Like a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for
And i didn't tell

Because I was too scared about what say
And i know deep down there was
They could do to take it
It was my fight to and my battle to face
I remember house i grew up in
And how those demons would rattle place
I'd lay awake at night just staring at the
I've spent my whole life trying to run away from feeling
That of being lonely
That of being lost
That feeling of being when the lights turn off
That of being depressed
That of being anxious
That feeling of to God,
him to take this
Only to get in return
I'd lay in that bed and I'd toss and I'd turn
And I turn and I toss to day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said
I both and this anxiety still hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i about being gone today
I'm an actor who got really at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right back the shadows
I'm in the deep end now but i in the shallows
And i might just drown myself in these
hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone's (?) with (?) and made it
They're all too
And these kids are glued to watching me do I say?
If I'm honest with them maybe they think highly of me
they want me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that not alone in their struggles
I wake up in and fall back asleep in those puddles
And i don't I'll ever get out of this valley I'm in
Terrified that all God has tallied my sins
And if he has the number must be
My life is a joke and you reading,
pass the comic
Because everything you think that i am is far the truth
I wish i open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the pulls on this noose
And them I'm back to everything bottled up inside
But he's not going to keep me from
The back this time
He's not going to keep me like this
I can't get out of bed i was never to act like this
I it in my bags and he can't stop me
From fast like this
I'm not going to be a to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the devil for every time that he lied to me
And I'm a (?) to these demons
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've been ignoring (?)
Who stands and stares I'm near
I'm moving forward out of this
I took my bruises, I took my
I down but i got right back up
So me a torch and lets light that up
I'm setting to the devil and
I'm dousing demons in gasoline
at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose being tortured and
Now who's the one closing every that I (?)
Now the one watching the other burn to the ground
Don't look away from me you turn back around
I'm not talking to you now
I'm watching moves, I'm on your back
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin some other kid's
be stopping you too
You thirty years of my life and I can't get that back
You told me to end my and i nearly got killed for that
You took me down but i bounced back
I was lost and i got found like
And you told me i wasn't
new told me i was
And you hated in me
new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope deep of me
So I'm listening to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the devil can't me
I'm walking from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on lie that you sold me
You I'd find a way out sooner or later
And i found my in the form of a saviour