Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, of sweat
I have when i get back into bed
It's these voices just keep playing on repeat
In the of my head
And i can't get to leave me alone
Thirty years old but still hates being alone when i'm
Because that's when the get the loudest
Opening up like this is a far from my proudest

But demons keep pressing me
I swear their the
But I've grown comfortable their presence,
My conscious is
My are their playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to evict them, they with more
Anxiety an item you can return at the store
I was ten the first i had a panic attack
a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And i didn't anyone

Because I was too about what they'd say
And i know down there was nothing
could do to take it away
It was my fight to fight and my to face
I remember house i grew up in
And how demons would rattle that place
I'd lay awake at night staring at the ceiling
I've spent my whole trying to run away from that feeling
That feeling of lonely
That of being lost
That feeling of being sick the lights turn off
That feeling of being
feeling of being anxious
That of screaming to God,
him to take this
Only to get silenced in
I'd lay in that bed crying and I'd and I'd turn
And I and I toss to this day
The gave me medication, the pastor said pray
I both and this anxiety still hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise about being today
I'm an who got really good at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right into the shadows
I'm in the deep end now but i started in the
And i might just drown myself in these
Suburban hell, these homes are all
(?) with something (?) and made it
They're all too
And these kids are glued to watching me what do I
If I'm honest them maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything they me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in puddles
And i don't think I'll ever get out of valley I'm in
Terrified that all God has tallied my sins
And if he has the must be astronomic
My is a joke and you keep reading,
Just the comic
Because everything you think i am is far from the truth
I wish i open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil on this noose
And I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside
But not going to keep me from pulling
The throttle this time
He's not going to me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed i was never meant to act this
I pack it in my bags and he stop me
From running like this
I'm not going to be a slave to voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the back for every time that he lied to me
And I'm taking a (?) to demons
Who a spare in my ear
And been ignoring every (?)
Who stands and stares when I'm
I'm moving forward out of this
I took my bruises, I took my
I fell down but i got right up
So me a torch and lets light that up
I'm setting to the devil and
I'm dousing these demons in
Look at you now, now not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose tortured and poked
Now the one closing every door that I (?)
Now who's the one the other burn to the ground
Don't away from me you better turn back around
I'm not talking to you now
I'm your moves, I'm on your back
And I'm you too
And you try to ruin some other kid's life
be stopping you too
You took years of my life and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life and i got killed for that
You took me but i bounced right back
I was lost and i got found that
And everything you told me i
Someone new me i was
And you hated in me
new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with depression and
He reached in and hope deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and letting you me
I'm announcing it now the devil can't hold me
I'm walking away the old me
And I'm demanding a on every lie that you sold me
You I'd find a way out sooner or later
And i my escape in the form of a saviour