Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, of sweat
I have nightmares i get back into bed
It's like these voices keep playing on repeat
In the of my head
And i get them to leave me alone
years old but still hates being alone when i'm home
Because when the voices get the loudest
Opening up this is a moment far from my proudest

But these demons keep me
I their the foulest
But I've comfortable with their presence,
My is calloused
My are their playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to evict them, they return with
Anxiety isn't an item you can return at the
I was ten the first time i had a attack
Like a punch to the stomach, no planning for that
And i tell anyone

Because I was too scared about what say
And i know deep down there was
They could do to take it
It was my to fight and my battle to face
I that house i grew up in
And how those would rattle that place
I'd lay awake at night just at the ceiling
I've spent my whole life trying to run from that feeling
That feeling of being
feeling of being lost
That feeling of being sick when the turn off
That feeling of depressed
That feeling of being
feeling of screaming to God,
Begging him to this
to get silenced in return
I'd lay in that bed crying and I'd toss and I'd
And I turn and I to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor pray
I tried both and anxiety still hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise about being gone
I'm an actor who got good at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go back into the shadows
I'm in the end now but i started in the shallows
And i might just drown myself in these
hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone's (?) with (?) and made it
all too afraid
And these kids are glued to me what do I say?
If I'm honest with them they won't think highly of me
Everything they me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i really am is I'm not trying to be
I want to know that they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those
And i think I'll ever get out of this valley I'm in
Terrified all along God has tallied my sins
And if he has the must be astronomic
My life is a and you keep reading,
pass the comic
Because you think that i am is far from the truth
I wish i could open up to you and just let
But my vocal cords get tight the devil pulls on this noose
And them I'm back to everything bottled up inside
But he's not going to keep me pulling
The throttle back this
He's not going to me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed i was never to act like this
I pack it in my bags and he can't me
From running like this
I'm not to be a slave to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the devil back for every time he lied to me
And I'm taking a (?) to these
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've been ignoring (?)
Who stands and stares when I'm
I'm moving out of this slump
I my bruises, I took my lumps
I down but i got right back up
So give me a torch and lets that up
I'm fire to the devil and
I'm these demons in gasoline
Look at you now, now you're not at me
Now whose the one whose being tortured and
Now who's the one every door that I (?)
Now the one watching the other burn to the ground
Don't look away from me you better turn around
I'm not talking to you now
I'm your moves, I'm on your back
And I'm you too
And you try to ruin some other kid's life
be stopping you too
You took years of my life and I can't get that back
You told me to end my and i nearly got killed for that
You took me but i bounced right back
I was lost and i got like that
And everything you me i wasn't
new told me i was
And you hated in me
Someone new me He loves
And when you tried to kill me depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and you control me
I'm announcing it now that the devil can't me
I'm walking away the old me
And I'm a refund on every lie that you sold me
You I'd find a way out sooner or later
And i found my escape in the of a saviour