Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, puddle of
I have nightmares when i get back bed
It's like voices just keep playing on repeat
In the back of my
And i can't get them to me alone
Thirty years old but still being alone when i'm home
Because that's the voices get the loudest
up like this is a moment far from my proudest

But these demons pressing me
I swear the foulest
But I've grown with their presence,
My conscious is
My are their playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to them, they return with more
Anxiety isn't an you can return at the store
I was ten the time i had a panic attack
Like a punch to the stomach, there's no for that
And i didn't tell

Because I was too scared about they'd say
And i know down there was nothing
could do to take it away
It was my fight to fight and my battle to
I remember that house i up in
And how those demons would rattle that
I'd lay awake at night just staring at the
I've spent my life trying to run away from that feeling
feeling of being lonely
That feeling of lost
That feeling of sick when the lights turn off
That feeling of being
feeling of being anxious
That of screaming to God,
Begging him to this
Only to get in return
I'd lay in that bed crying and I'd toss and I'd
And I and I toss to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor pray
I tried both and this anxiety hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise about being today
I'm an actor who got really at being ON today
But i turn OFF i go right back into the shadows
I'm in the end now but i started in the shallows
And i might just drown myself in waves
Suburban hell, these are all graves
Everyone's (?) something (?) and made it
all too afraid
And these kids are glued to watching me what do I
If I'm honest with them maybe they won't highly of me
Everything they want me to be is I'm dying to be
But everything i am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those
And i don't think I'll ever get out of valley I'm in
Terrified that all God has tallied my sins
And if he has the number be astronomic
My life is a joke and you reading,
pass the comic
Because everything you that i am is far from the truth
I wish i open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil on this noose
And them I'm back to keeping everything bottled up
But he's not going to keep me pulling
The throttle back this
He's not going to keep me like this
I can't get out of bed i was never meant to act this
I pack it in my and he can't stop me
From running fast this
I'm not going to be a to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the devil back for every time that he to me
And I'm a (?) to these demons
Who a spare in my ear
And I've ignoring every (?)
Who stands and stares when I'm
I'm moving forward out of this
I took my bruises, I my lumps
I down but i got right back up
So me a torch and lets light that up
I'm setting fire to the and
I'm dousing these in gasoline
Look at you now, now not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose being and poked
Now who's the one closing every door I (?)
Now the one watching the other burn to the ground
Don't look away from me you turn back around
I'm not done to you now
I'm your moves, I'm on your back
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin other kid's life
be stopping you too
You took thirty years of my life and I can't get that
You told me to end my life and i got killed for that
You took me but i bounced right back
I was lost and i got found that
And everything you told me i
Someone new me i was
And everything you in me
new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with and anxiety
He reached in and placed deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and you control me
I'm announcing it now that the can't hold me
I'm away from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you me
You knew I'd find a way out or later
And i found my escape in the form of a