Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I up, puddle of sweat
I have when i get back into bed
like these voices just keep playing on repeat
In the of my head
And i get them to leave me alone
Thirty years old but still hates being when i'm home
that's when the voices get the loudest
Opening up this is a moment far from my proudest

But these demons keep me
I swear the foulest
But I've grown comfortable with presence,
My conscious is
My are their playground,
My are their palace
I try to evict them, they return with
Anxiety isn't an item you can at the store
I was ten the first time i had a panic
Like a punch to the stomach, no planning for that
And i didn't anyone

Because I was too scared about they'd say
And i know deep down there was
They do to take it away
It was my to fight and my battle to face
I remember that house i up in
And how those demons would rattle place
I'd lay awake at night just at the ceiling
I've spent my whole life trying to run from that feeling
That of being lonely
That of being lost
That feeling of being sick when the lights off
That of being depressed
feeling of being anxious
That of screaming to God,
Begging him to take
Only to get silenced in
I'd lay in that bed and I'd toss and I'd turn
And I and I toss to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said
I tried both and this anxiety hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise being gone today
I'm an who got really good at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right into the shadows
I'm in the end now but i started in the shallows
And i might just drown myself in these
hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone's (?) something (?) and made it
They're all too
And these kids are glued to watching me what do I
If I'm honest with maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything they me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i am is what I'm not trying to be
I want to know that they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those
And i don't think I'll ever get out of valley I'm in
Terrified that all along God has my sins
And if he has the must be astronomic
My life is a joke and you reading,
Just the comic
everything you think that i am is far from the truth
I i could open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil on this noose
And I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside
But he's not to keep me from pulling
The back this time
not going to keep me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed i was meant to act like this
I pack it in my bags and he stop me
From running like this
I'm not going to be a slave to these voices of
I'm shoving the devil back for time that he lied to me
And I'm a (?) to these demons
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've been every (?)
Who and stares when I'm near
I'm forward out of this slump
I took my bruises, I my lumps
I fell down but i got right up
So give me a and lets light that up
I'm setting fire to the and
I'm dousing these in gasoline
at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose being tortured and
Now who's the one closing door that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the other to the ground
Don't look from me you better turn back around
I'm not talking to you now
I'm watching your moves, I'm on your
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin some other life
I'll be you too
You took thirty years of my and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life and i nearly got killed for
You took me down but i right back
I was lost and i got found like
And you told me i wasn't
new told me i was
And you hated in me
new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with depression and
He in and placed hope deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and you control me
I'm it now that the devil can't hold me
I'm walking from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on lie that you sold me
You knew I'd a way out sooner or later
And i found my escape in the of a saviour