Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, of sweat
I have nightmares i get back into bed
It's like voices just keep playing on repeat
In the back of my
And i can't get to leave me alone
Thirty old but still hates being alone when i'm home
Because that's when the voices get the
Opening up like this is a moment far my proudest

But these keep pressing me
I swear the foulest
But I've grown comfortable their presence,
My is calloused
My dreams are playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to evict them, they with more
Anxiety an item you can return at the store
I was ten the first i had a panic attack
a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And i didn't anyone

Because I was too scared about what say
And i deep down there was nothing
They could do to take it
It was my to fight and my battle to face
I that house i grew up in
And how those demons would rattle place
I'd lay awake at night staring at the ceiling
I've spent my whole life trying to run away from feeling
That of being lonely
That of being lost
That feeling of sick when the lights turn off
That of being depressed
That of being anxious
feeling of screaming to God,
Begging him to take
Only to get in return
I'd lay in that bed crying and I'd toss and I'd
And I and I toss to this day
The doctors me medication, the pastor said pray
I tried both and this anxiety still hasn't gone
So forgive me if i fantasise about being gone
I'm an who got really good at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right back the shadows
I'm in the end now but i started in the shallows
And i just drown myself in these waves
Suburban hell, homes are all graves
Everyone's (?) with something (?) and it
all too afraid
And these kids are glued to watching me do I say?
If I'm honest with them maybe they won't highly of me
Everything they want me to be is I'm dying to be
But everything i really am is I'm not trying to be
I them to know that they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in and fall back asleep in those puddles
And i don't think I'll ever get out of valley I'm in
that all along God has tallied my sins
And if he has the number must be
My life is a and you keep reading,
Just pass the
Because everything you think that i am is far the truth
I wish i open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil pulls on this
And them I'm back to keeping everything bottled up
But not going to keep me from pulling
The throttle back this
not going to keep me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed i was meant to act like this
I it in my bags and he can't stop me
From running fast this
I'm not going to be a slave to these voices of
I'm shoving the devil for every time that he lied to me
And I'm a (?) to these demons
Who a spare in my ear
And been ignoring every (?)
Who stands and stares I'm near
I'm forward out of this slump
I my bruises, I took my lumps
I fell but i got right back up
So me a torch and lets light that up
I'm setting to the devil and
I'm dousing these demons in
at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose being and poked
Now the one closing every door that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the other burn to the
Don't look away from me you better back around
I'm not done to you now
I'm watching your moves, I'm on your
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin other kid's life
be stopping you too
You took thirty years of my life and I can't get that
You told me to end my and i nearly got killed for that
You took me down but i right back
I was and i got found like that
And everything you told me i
new told me i was
And everything you in me
new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope inside of me
So I'm listening to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the can't hold me
I'm away from the old me
And I'm demanding a on every lie that you sold me
You knew I'd find a way out or later
And i found my escape in the form of a