Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, puddle of
I have nightmares i get back into bed
It's these voices just keep playing on repeat
In the of my head
And i can't get them to me alone
years old but still hates being alone when i'm home
Because when the voices get the loudest
Opening up like is a moment far from my proudest

But these demons pressing me
I their the foulest
But I've comfortable with their presence,
My is calloused
My are their playground,
My thoughts are their
I try to evict them, they return more
Anxiety isn't an you can return at the store
I was ten the time i had a panic attack
Like a to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And i tell anyone

Because I was too scared about they'd say
And i know deep there was nothing
could do to take it away
It was my to fight and my battle to face
I that house i grew up in
And how those demons would rattle place
I'd lay awake at night staring at the ceiling
spent my whole life trying to run away from that feeling
That feeling of lonely
That feeling of being
That of being sick when the lights turn off
feeling of being depressed
That of being anxious
feeling of screaming to God,
Begging him to take
to get silenced in return
I'd lay in that bed and I'd toss and I'd turn
And I and I toss to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said
I tried both and this anxiety hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise being gone today
I'm an actor who got really good at ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right into the shadows
I'm in the deep end now but i started in the
And i might drown myself in these waves
Suburban hell, these homes are all
Everyone's (?) something (?) and made it
They're all too
And kids are glued to watching me what do I say?
If I'm honest with maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything want me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i really am is I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that they're not alone in their
I up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles
And i don't think I'll ever get out of this I'm in
Terrified all along God has tallied my sins
And if he has the number must be
My life is a and you keep reading,
Just pass the
everything you think that i am is far from the truth
I wish i could open up to you and just let
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil on this noose
And them I'm back to keeping everything up inside
But he's not going to keep me from
The throttle this time
He's not going to me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed i was never meant to act this
I it in my bags and he can't stop me
From running like this
I'm not going to be a slave to voices of anxiety
I'm the devil back for every time that he lied to me
And I'm taking a (?) to these
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've ignoring every (?)
Who stands and stares when I'm
I'm moving forward out of slump
I took my bruises, I took my
I fell down but i got back up
So give me a torch and lets that up
I'm setting to the devil and
I'm these demons in gasoline
at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now the one whose being tortured and poked
Now the one closing every door that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the other burn to the
Don't look away from me you better turn back
I'm not talking to you now
I'm watching your moves, I'm on your
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin some kid's life
I'll be you too
You took years of my life and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life and i got killed for that
You took me down but i bounced back
I was lost and i got found that
And everything you me i wasn't
Someone new me i was
And you hated in me
new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope deep of me
So I'm listening to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the can't hold me
I'm walking away the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you me
You knew I'd find a way out or later
And i found my escape in the form of a