Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I up, puddle of sweat
I have nightmares when i get into bed
It's like these voices just playing on repeat
In the of my head
And i get them to leave me alone
Thirty years old but still hates alone when i'm home
that's when the voices get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far from my

But these keep pressing me
I their the foulest
But grown comfortable with their presence,
My is calloused
My are their playground,
My are their palace
I try to evict them, they return with
Anxiety isn't an item you can at the store
I was ten the first i had a panic attack
a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And i didn't tell

Because I was too about what they'd say
And i know deep down was nothing
They could do to it away
It was my fight to fight and my to face
I remember that house i up in
And how those demons would rattle that
I'd lay awake at just staring at the ceiling
I've spent my whole life trying to run away from that
That feeling of being
That of being lost
That feeling of sick when the lights turn off
That feeling of depressed
That feeling of being
feeling of screaming to God,
Begging him to take
Only to get silenced in
I'd lay in that bed crying and I'd and I'd turn
And I and I toss to this day
The doctors me medication, the pastor said pray
I tried both and anxiety still hasn't gone away
So me if i fantasise about being gone today
I'm an actor who got really at being ON today
But when i OFF i go right back into the shadows
I'm in the deep end now but i in the shallows
And i might just myself in these waves
Suburban hell, these homes are all
Everyone's (?) with (?) and made it
They're all too
And kids are glued to watching me what do I say?
If I'm honest with maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything they me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that they're not alone in struggles
I up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles
And i don't think ever get out of this valley I'm in
Terrified that all along God has my sins
And if he has the must be astronomic
My life is a and you keep reading,
Just pass the
Because everything you think that i am is far from the
I wish i could open up to you and let loose
But my cords get tight when the devil pulls on this noose
And them I'm back to everything bottled up inside
But he's not going to keep me pulling
The back this time
He's not going to me trapped like this
I get out of bed i was never meant to act like this
I pack it in my and he can't stop me
From running like this
I'm not to be a slave to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the devil back for every that he lied to me
And I'm a (?) to these demons
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've been every (?)
Who stands and stares I'm near
I'm moving out of this slump
I my bruises, I took my lumps
I fell down but i got back up
So me a torch and lets light that up
I'm fire to the devil and
I'm these demons in gasoline
Look at you now, now not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose being and poked
Now who's the one closing door that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the other to the ground
look away from me you better turn back around
I'm not talking to you now
I'm your moves, I'm on your back
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin other kid's life
I'll be you too
You took years of my life and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life and i nearly got killed for
You me down but i bounced right back
I was lost and i got like that
And everything you told me i
new told me i was
And you hated in me
Someone new told me He
And when you tried to me with depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed deep inside of me
So I'm done to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the can't hold me
I'm walking away the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie you sold me
You knew I'd find a way out or later
And i found my escape in the form of a