Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, puddle of
I nightmares when i get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep on repeat
In the of my head
And i can't get them to me alone
Thirty years old but still hates being alone i'm home
Because that's when the get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far from my

But these keep pressing me
I swear the foulest
But I've grown with their presence,
My is calloused
My dreams are playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to evict them, return with more
Anxiety isn't an you can return at the store
I was ten the first time i had a panic
Like a punch to the stomach, no planning for that
And i tell anyone

Because I was too scared what they'd say
And i know deep down was nothing
could do to take it away
It was my fight to fight and my to face
I remember that house i up in
And how those would rattle that place
I'd lay awake at night staring at the ceiling
I've spent my whole life to run away from that feeling
That feeling of being
That feeling of lost
That feeling of being sick when the lights off
That of being depressed
That feeling of being
That feeling of to God,
Begging him to take
Only to get silenced in
I'd lay in that bed crying and I'd toss and I'd
And I turn and I toss to day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor pray
I tried both and this anxiety still hasn't gone
So me if i fantasise about being gone today
I'm an actor who got really at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right back into the
I'm in the end now but i started in the shallows
And i might just drown myself in these
Suburban hell, these homes are all
Everyone's (?) with something (?) and it
all too afraid
And these kids are to watching me what do I say?
If I'm honest with them maybe they won't think of me
Everything want me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i really am is I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that not alone in their struggles
I up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles
And i don't think I'll ever get out of this I'm in
that all along God has tallied my sins
And if he has the must be astronomic
My life is a joke and you reading,
pass the comic
Because everything you that i am is far from the truth
I wish i could open up to you and let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil pulls on noose
And I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside
But he's not going to keep me from
The throttle this time
He's not to keep me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed i was meant to act like this
I pack it in my bags and he stop me
From running fast like
I'm not going to be a to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the devil back for every time that he to me
And I'm taking a (?) to these
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've been every (?)
Who stands and stares when I'm
I'm moving out of this slump
I took my bruises, I my lumps
I fell down but i got right up
So give me a torch and lets that up
I'm setting fire to the and
I'm dousing these in gasoline
Look at you now, now you're not at me
Now whose the one whose being and poked
Now who's the one every door that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the burn to the ground
Don't look away from me you turn back around
I'm not done to you now
I'm watching your moves, I'm on your
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin some kid's life
be stopping you too
You took thirty of my life and I can't get that back
You me to end my life and i nearly got killed for that
You took me but i bounced right back
I was lost and i got like that
And you told me i wasn't
new told me i was
And you hated in me
Someone new told me He
And when you tried to kill me with and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope inside of me
So I'm done to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the can't hold me
I'm walking from the old me
And I'm a refund on every lie that you sold me
You knew I'd find a way out sooner or
And i found my escape in the of a saviour