Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, of sweat
I nightmares when i get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep playing on
In the of my head
And i can't get them to me alone
Thirty years old but still hates being alone when i'm
Because that's the voices get the loudest
up like this is a moment far from my proudest

But these demons keep me
I swear their the
But I've grown comfortable their presence,
My is calloused
My dreams are playground,
My thoughts are palace
I try to evict them, they with more
Anxiety isn't an item you can at the store
I was ten the first time i had a attack
Like a punch to the stomach, no planning for that
And i didn't anyone

Because I was too about what they'd say
And i know down there was nothing
They could do to take it
It was my to fight and my battle to face
I that house i grew up in
And how those demons would that place
I'd lay awake at night just at the ceiling
I've spent my whole life to run away from that feeling
feeling of being lonely
That of being lost
That feeling of sick when the lights turn off
That feeling of being
That feeling of anxious
feeling of screaming to God,
Begging him to this
Only to get in return
I'd lay in that bed and I'd toss and I'd turn
And I turn and I toss to day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor pray
I tried both and this anxiety hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise being gone today
I'm an who got really good at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go right back into the
I'm in the deep end now but i in the shallows
And i might just drown in these waves
hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone's (?) something (?) and made it
all too afraid
And these kids are glued to watching me do I say?
If I'm honest with maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything they me to be is what I'm dying to be
But i really am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that they're not in their struggles
I wake up in tears and back asleep in those puddles
And i don't think I'll ever get out of this I'm in
Terrified that all along God has tallied my
And if he has the must be astronomic
My is a joke and you keep reading,
Just pass the
Because everything you think that i am is far the truth
I wish i could open up to you and just let
But my vocal get tight when the devil pulls on this noose
And them I'm back to keeping bottled up inside
But he's not going to me from pulling
The back this time
He's not going to keep me like this
I get out of bed i was never meant to act like this
I it in my bags and he can't stop me
From fast like this
I'm not going to be a slave to these of anxiety
I'm shoving the devil for every time that he lied to me
And I'm a (?) to these demons
Who a spare in my ear
And I've ignoring every (?)
Who and stares when I'm near
I'm forward out of this slump
I took my bruises, I took my
I fell down but i got back up
So give me a torch and lets light up
I'm fire to the devil and
I'm dousing demons in gasoline
Look at you now, now you're not at me
Now whose the one being tortured and poked
Now who's the one closing every door I (?)
Now who's the one watching the other to the ground
Don't look from me you better turn back around
I'm not talking to you now
I'm watching your moves, I'm on back
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin some kid's life
be stopping you too
You took thirty years of my and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life and i nearly got for that
You me down but i bounced right back
I was lost and i got like that
And everything you me i wasn't
new told me i was
And you hated in me
Someone new me He loves
And when you tried to me with depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope inside of me
So I'm done to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now the devil can't hold me
I'm walking away the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you me
You knew I'd a way out sooner or later
And i found my escape in the of a saviour