Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, of sweat
I have nightmares i get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep on repeat
In the back of my
And i can't get them to me alone
Thirty years old but still hates alone when i'm home
Because that's when the get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far my proudest

But these keep pressing me
I swear their the
But I've grown comfortable their presence,
My is calloused
My dreams are playground,
My thoughts are their
I try to them, they return with more
Anxiety isn't an you can return at the store
I was ten the first time i had a panic
Like a to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And i tell anyone

Because I was too scared what they'd say
And i know deep there was nothing
They could do to take it
It was my fight to fight and my battle to
I remember house i grew up in
And how those demons would rattle place
I'd lay at night just staring at the ceiling
I've spent my life trying to run away from that feeling
feeling of being lonely
That feeling of being
That feeling of being when the lights turn off
feeling of being depressed
That feeling of being
feeling of screaming to God,
Begging him to this
Only to get silenced in
I'd lay in that bed and I'd toss and I'd turn
And I turn and I to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said
I both and this anxiety still hasn't gone away
So me if i fantasise about being gone today
I'm an who got really good at being ON today
But when i turn OFF i go back into the shadows
I'm in the deep end now but i in the shallows
And i just drown myself in these waves
hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone's (?) with (?) and made it
all too afraid
And these kids are glued to me what do I say?
If I'm honest with them they won't think highly of me
they want me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i really am is what I'm not to be
I want them to know that they're not alone in their
I wake up in tears and back asleep in those puddles
And i don't think I'll ever get out of valley I'm in
Terrified that all along God has my sins
And if he has the number be astronomic
My is a joke and you keep reading,
Just pass the
Because everything you think that i am is far the truth
I wish i could up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the devil pulls on this
And them I'm back to keeping everything bottled up
But not going to keep me from pulling
The back this time
He's not going to keep me trapped like
I can't get out of bed i was never to act like this
I pack it in my and he can't stop me
From running fast this
I'm not going to be a slave to these voices of
I'm shoving the devil back for every that he lied to me
And I'm taking a (?) to these
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've been ignoring (?)
Who stands and stares when I'm
I'm moving out of this slump
I took my bruises, I took my
I fell down but i got right up
So give me a torch and lets that up
I'm setting to the devil and
I'm dousing demons in gasoline
Look at you now, now not laughing at me
Now whose the one whose tortured and poked
Now who's the one closing every that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the burn to the ground
Don't look away from me you better turn back
I'm not done to you now
I'm your moves, I'm on your back
And I'm you too
And when you try to ruin other kid's life
I'll be you too
You took thirty years of my life and I can't get that
You told me to end my life and i got killed for that
You took me down but i right back
I was lost and i got found that
And everything you told me i
new told me i was
And everything you in me
Someone new me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with and anxiety
He reached in and hope deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and letting you me
I'm announcing it now that the devil can't me
I'm away from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie you sold me
You knew I'd a way out sooner or later
And i found my escape in the of a saviour