Luyện nghe bài hát Dear Anxiety

I wake up, of sweat
I have nightmares i get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep on repeat
In the back of my
And i can't get them to leave me
years old but still hates being alone when i'm home
Because that's when the get the loudest
Opening up like is a moment far from my proudest

But these demons keep me
I their the foulest
But I've grown comfortable their presence,
My is calloused
My dreams are playground,
My thoughts are their
I try to evict them, they with more
isn't an item you can return at the store
I was ten the first time i had a panic
a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And i didn't tell

Because I was too scared about what say
And i know deep down there was
could do to take it away
It was my fight to fight and my to face
I remember that i grew up in
And how those demons rattle that place
I'd lay at night just staring at the ceiling
I've my whole life trying to run away from that feeling
That of being lonely
That feeling of being
That feeling of sick when the lights turn off
feeling of being depressed
That of being anxious
That feeling of to God,
Begging him to this
Only to get in return
I'd lay in that bed and I'd toss and I'd turn
And I turn and I to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the said pray
I tried both and anxiety still hasn't gone away
So forgive me if i fantasise about being today
I'm an actor who got really good at being ON
But when i turn OFF i go right into the shadows
I'm in the deep end now but i in the shallows
And i might just myself in these waves
Suburban hell, these homes are all
(?) with something (?) and made it
They're all too
And these kids are to watching me what do I say?
If I'm honest with them maybe they think highly of me
Everything they me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything i really am is I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that they're not alone in their
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in puddles
And i don't I'll ever get out of this valley I'm in
Terrified that all along God has tallied my
And if he has the number be astronomic
My is a joke and you keep reading,
Just pass the
everything you think that i am is far from the truth
I wish i could open up to you and just let
But my vocal get tight when the devil pulls on this noose
And them I'm back to keeping everything bottled up
But he's not going to me from pulling
The back this time
He's not going to keep me trapped like
I can't get out of bed i was never to act like this
I pack it in my and he can't stop me
From running like this
I'm not going to be a slave to these voices of
I'm shoving the back for every time that he lied to me
And I'm taking a (?) to demons
Who whispered a in my ear
And I've ignoring every (?)
Who stands and when I'm near
I'm forward out of this slump
I my bruises, I took my lumps
I down but i got right back up
So give me a torch and lets that up
I'm setting to the devil and
I'm dousing these demons in
at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now whose the one being tortured and poked
Now the one closing every door that I (?)
Now who's the one watching the burn to the ground
Don't look away from me you better turn back
I'm not talking to you now
I'm watching your moves, I'm on back
And I'm you too
And when you try to some other kid's life
I'll be you too
You took years of my life and I can't get that back
You me to end my life and i nearly got killed for that
You took me down but i bounced back
I was lost and i got found that
And everything you me i wasn't
new told me i was
And everything you in me
Someone new me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with and anxiety
He reached in and hope deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and letting you me
I'm it now that the devil can't hold me
I'm walking from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on lie that you sold me
You knew I'd find a way out or later
And i found my in the form of a saviour