1] I once knew a nigga whose real was William his concern, was making a million being the illest hustler, that the world seen he used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his a corrupted young mind, at the age of never had a father and his mom was a feen she put the pipe down, but forever she was sober her sons heart simultaneously colder he started hanging out selling in the projects checking the young chicks, for hit and run prospects he was fascinated by objects but he money never bought respect he build a reputation cause he hustle and steal but got locked once it didn't to squeal so he chilled with didn't think he was real you see me and niggaz like this never been equal I dont project my insurecurity's at people he feeded for like addicts with pipes and needles so he he had to prove to everyone he was evil a fever minded young man with infinite the product of a ghetto breed mental coincidentally dropped out of school to weed dancing the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed but he was sick of selling and gave in to his greed
Everyone trying to be trife never the consequences you propably only did a month for minor ask a doing life if he had another chance but again there's always the wicked at new and advanced forever with the devil on a code cell block but thats what happens you rape, murder and sell rock devils to be gods, angels that fell from the top no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy started robbing niggaz, he could do get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew starting over little shit, up on the block stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the rock working overtime for money for the crack spot hit the and wanted to move up to cocaine for filling the fantasy stuck in his brain of the block niggaz treating him the same he wanted to be major the cut throats and the thugs but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no told him any motherfucking coward can sell drugs any bitch with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red shirt can like a blood Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club but a real thug can stab someone till they die standing in front of them, starring straight into their Billy realized these men were well guarded and they wanted to test him, before started suggested a bitch to prove he was cold hearted so now he had a choice between back to his life or making money with men, up in the cife his dreams about and ice, made him agree a hardcore is all he ever wanted to be and so he met them night at a quarter to three
3] They drove around the projects slow while it was smoking blunts, drinking and for entertainment untill saw a woman on the street walking alone three in the morning, coming back work, on her way home and so they quietly got out the car and her through the projects, the darkness swallowed her they wrapped her shirt around her and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got chance to be raw so Billy her up and grapped the chick by the hair and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the they got to the roof and then held her on the ground shut the fuck up and stop moving around the shirt her face, but she screamed the clouts so Billy on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she moving blood leaking through the cloth, she cried and then they all proceeded to rape her Billy was meant to go first, but of them took a turn ripping her up, and her until her throat burned a broken jaw mumbled for god but they weren't when they done and she was lying bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz pulled out a new twenty-two they told him that she was a witness of she'd gone through and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the he thought about it for a minute, she was practicly and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her
from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm and I can't turn back I'm falling and I can't turn
4] Right before he the trigger, and ended her life he thought about the cold with the platinum and ice and he felt standing along with his new brothers the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover but what he saw made him start the studder cuz he was starring into the eyes of his own she looked at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, than when they raping her his whole world stopped, he even contiplate his had succesfully changed his fate and he how his mom used to come home late hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth he turned away the woman that had once given him birth and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and but only the devil responded, cause god wasn't and right then he knew what it was to be and cold and so he jumped off the and died with no soul they say death take you to a place but I doubt it after that killed his mother, and never spoke about it and listen cause the story I'm telling is true cuz I was there with Billy and I raped his mom to and now the follows me everywhere that I go infact I'm sure he's standing one of you at my shows and street cypher listening to little thugs flowe he could be standing next to you, and you wouldn't know the devil grows the hearts of the selvish and wicked white, brown, and black colored is not restricted you have a self destructive destiny your inflicted and you'll be one of children and fell from the top there's no diversity because we're burning in the pot so when the devil wants to dance you, you better say never because the dance with the might last you forever