1] I once knew a nigga whose real was William his primary concern, was a million being the illest hustler, that the world seen he used to fuck moviestars and sniff in his dreams a corrupted mind, at the age of thirteen never had a father and his mom was a feen she put the down, but forever yeah she was sober her sons heart grew colder he hanging out selling bags in the projects checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run he was by material objects but he money never bought respect he build a reputation cause he could and steal but got locked it didn't hesitate to squeal so criminals he chilled with didn't think he was you see me and niggaz like this have never equal I dont project my insurecurity's at people he feeded for props like addicts with pipes and so he felt he had to prove to he was evil a fever young man with infinite potetial the product of a breed capatalistic mental coincidentally dropped out of to sell weed dancing the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed but he was sick of selling trees and gave in to his
Everyone to be trife never face the consequences you propably only did a for minor offences ask a nigga life if he had another chance but then again there's always the at new and advanced dance forever with the devil on a cell block but what happens when you rape, murder and sell rock devils to be gods, angels that fell from the top there's no diversity we're burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy started niggaz, anything he could do he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his starting over little shit, up on the block stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack overtime for making money for the crack spot hit the jackpot and wanted to up to cocaine for filling the scarface fantasy in his brain tired of the block treating him the same he wanted to be major like the cut throats and the but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no they told him any motherfucking coward can sell any nigga with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red shirt can like a blood even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a but only a real thug can stab someone till die standing in front of them, straight into their eyes Billy realized that these men were well and they wanted to test him, business started suggested a bitch to prove he was cold hearted so now he had a choice between going to his life or money with made men, up in the cife his dreams about cars and ice, made him a hardcore nigga is all he wanted to be and so he met friday night at a quarter to three
3] They around the projects slow while it was raining smoking blunts, drinking and for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the street alone three in the morning, coming back from work, on her way and so quietly got out the car and followed her through the projects, the darkness swallowed her they wrapped her shirt her head and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got your to be raw so Billy her up and grapped the chick by the hair and dragged her into a that had nobody there she struggled but they forced her to go up the stairs they got to the and then held her down on the ground screaming shut the up and stop moving around the shirt covered her face, but she screamed the so Billy stomped on the bitch, until he her jaw the dirty bastards knew what they were doing they kicked her they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving leaking through the cloth, she cried silently and then they all to rape her violently Billy was meant to go first, but each of took a turn ripping her up, and her until her throat burned a broken jaw for god but they weren't concerned when they were done and she was bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new they him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the he about it for a minute, she was practicly dead and so he leaned over and put the gun to her head
from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm falling and I can't back I'm falling and I turn back
4] Right before he the trigger, and ended her life he thought about the cold pain the platinum and ice and he felt strong standing along his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the cover but what he saw made him start the cringine cuz he was starring into the of his own mother she looked back at him and cried, he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, than when they raping her his whole world stopped, he even contiplate his corruption had succesfully changed his and he remembered how his mom to come home late working hard for nothing, cause now was he worth he turned away from the woman that had once given him and out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared but the devil responded, cause god wasn't there and right he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and with no soul they say death you to a better place but I doubt it after they killed his mother, and never spoke about it and cause the story that I'm telling is true cuz I was there with Jacobs and I raped his mom to and now the devil me everywhere that I go infact I'm sure he's among one of you at my shows and every street cypher listening to little thugs he could be standing right next to you, and you know the grows inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked white, brown, yellow and black colored is not you have a self destructive destiny when inflicted and you'll be one of children and fell from the top there's no diversity we're burning in the melting pot so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say because the dance with the devil might last you