1] I once knew a whose real name was William his primary concern, was making a being the hustler, that the world ever seen he used to moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams a young mind, at the age of thirteen nigga never had a and his mom was a feen she put the down, but forever yeah she was sober her heart simultaneously grew colder he started hanging out selling in the projects the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects he was by material objects but he understood money never respect he build a reputation cause he hustle and steal but got once it didn't hesitate to squeal so criminals he with didn't think he was real you see me and niggaz like this have never been I project my insurecurity's at other people he feeded for props like addicts pipes and needles so he felt he had to to everyone he was evil a fever minded young man with potetial the product of a ghetto breed mental coincidentally dropped out of school to weed dancing with the devil, smoked until his eyes bleed but he was of selling trees and gave in to his greed
Everyone trying to be trife face the consequences you only did a month for minor offences ask a nigga life if he had another chance but then again there's always the wicked at new and dance with the devil on a code cell block but thats what happens you rape, murder and sell rock devils used to be gods, angels that fell the top there's no diversity we're burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy started robbing niggaz, anything he do he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his starting fights over little shit, up on the stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack working overtime for making money for the crack hit the jackpot and to move up to cocaine for filling the scarface fantasy in his brain tired of the block niggaz treating him the he wanted to be major like the cut and the thugs but when he tried to step to 'em, showed him no love they told him any motherfucking coward can drugs any bitch nigga with a gun, can slugs any nigga with a red shirt can like a blood Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club but only a real thug can stab someone they die standing in front of them, straight into their eyes Billy realized that these men were well and they wanted to test him, business started suggested raping a to prove he was cold hearted so now he had a choice going back to his life or making with made men, up in the cife his about cars and ice, made him agree a hardcore nigga is all he wanted to be and so he met them night at a quarter to three
3] They drove around the slow while it was raining smoking blunts, drinking and for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the walking alone three in the morning, coming back work, on her way home and so quietly got out the car and followed her walking through the projects, the swallowed her they her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got your to be raw so Billy oaked her up and grapped the chick by the and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the they got to the roof and held her down on the ground screaming the fuck up and stop moving around the covered her face, but she screamed the clouts so Billy stomped on the bitch, he broken her jaw the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were they kicked her they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving blood leaking through the cloth, she silently and they all proceeded to rape her violently Billy was meant to go first, but each of them took a ripping her up, and choking her until her throat a broken jaw mumbled for god but weren't concerned they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz out a brand new twenty-two they told him she was a witness of what she'd gone through and if he her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew he thought about it for a minute, she was practicly and so he over and put the gun right to her head
from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm falling and I can't back I'm and I can't turn back
4] Right before he pulled the trigger, and her life he about the cold pain with the platinum and ice and he strong standing along with his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt but what he saw made him start the studder cuz he was starring the eyes of his own mother she looked back at him and cried, he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, than when they raping her his whole world stopped, he couldn't contiplate his corruption had changed his fate and he remembered how his mom to come home late working hard for nothing, cause now was he worth he turned away from the woman that had once given him and crying out to the sky he was lonely and scared but only the devil responded, cause god there and right then he knew it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and died with no they say take you to a better place but I doubt it after that they killed his mother, and never spoke it and listen cause the story that I'm telling is cuz I was there with Billy and I raped his mom to and now the follows me everywhere that I go infact I'm sure he's among one of you at my shows and every street cypher listening to thugs flowe he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't the devil inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked white, brown, yellow and colored is not restricted you have a self destructive when your inflicted and you'll be one of children and fell from the top there's no because we're burning in the melting pot so when the devil to dance with you, you better say never because the dance the devil might last you forever