1] I knew a nigga whose real name was William his primary concern, was making a being the illest hustler, that the world ever he used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his a corrupted mind, at the age of thirteen nigga had a father and his mom was a feen she put the pipe down, but forever yeah she was her sons heart grew colder he started hanging out selling bags in the checking the young chicks, for hit and run prospects he was by material objects but he money never bought respect he build a reputation cause he could and steal but got locked it didn't hesitate to squeal so criminals he chilled with think he was real you see me and niggaz this have never been equal I dont project my insurecurity's at other he feeded for props addicts with pipes and needles so he felt he had to prove to he was evil a fever minded young man with potetial the product of a breed capatalistic mental coincidentally dropped out of school to sell dancing with the devil, smoked until his eyes would but he was sick of selling trees and in to his greed
Everyone trying to be never face the consequences you propably only did a month for offences ask a nigga doing if he had another chance but then there's always the wicked at new and advanced dance forever with the on a code cell block but thats what happens when you rape, and sell rock used to be gods, angels that fell from the top there's no diversity because burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy robbing niggaz, anything he could do get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew starting fights over little shit, up on the stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the rock working overtime for money for the crack spot hit the jackpot and wanted to move up to for the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain tired of the block niggaz him the same he wanted to be major the cut throats and the thugs but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz him no love they told him any coward can sell drugs any bitch nigga with a gun, can slugs any nigga with a red shirt can front like a even Puffy smoked the up in a club but only a thug can stab someone till they die standing in front of them, straight into their eyes Billy realized that these men well guarded and they wanted to test him, business started suggested raping a bitch to prove he was hearted so now he had a choice between going to his life or making money with made men, up in the his dreams cars and ice, made him agree a hardcore is all he ever wanted to be and so he met them night at a quarter to three
3] They drove around the projects slow while it was blunts, drinking and joking for entertainment untill they saw a on the street walking alone three in the morning, coming back work, on her way home and so they quietly got out the car and her through the projects, the darkness swallowed her they wrapped her shirt around her head and her onto the floor is it kid now you got your chance to be raw so Billy her up and grapped the chick by the hair and dragged her into a lobby had nobody there she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the they got to the roof and then held her on the ground screaming shut the fuck up and stop moving the covered her face, but she screamed the clouts so Billy on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she moving leaking through the cloth, she cried silently and then they all to rape her violently was meant to go first, but each of them took a turn ripping her up, and choking her until her throat a jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and one of them niggaz pulled out a new twenty-two they told him that she was a witness of she'd gone through and if he her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew he about it for a minute, she was practicly dead and so he over and put the gun right to her head
[Sample from "Survival of the Fittest" by Deep] I'm and I can't turn back I'm falling and I can't back
4] Right before he the trigger, and ended her life he thought about the cold pain with the and ice and he felt strong standing with his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the cover but what he saw made him the cringine studder cuz he was into the eyes of his own mother she back at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, when they were raping her his world stopped, he couldn't even contiplate his had succesfully changed his fate and he remembered how his mom used to come home working for nothing, cause now what was he worth he turned away from the woman that had once him birth and out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared but only the devil responded, god wasn't there and right he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the and died with no soul they say death take you to a better but I doubt it after that they killed his mother, and never about it and listen cause the story I'm telling is true cuz I was there with Billy and I raped his mom to and now the devil follows me everywhere I go infact I'm sure he's standing one of you at my shows and every street listening to little thugs flowe he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't the devil inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked white, brown, and black colored is not restricted you a self destructive destiny when your inflicted and you'll be one of children and fell from the top there's no diversity because burning in the melting pot so the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never because the dance with the might last you forever