1] I once a nigga whose real name was William his primary concern, was making a being the hustler, that the world ever seen he used to fuck moviestars and coke in his dreams a corrupted young mind, at the age of never had a father and his mom was a feen she put the pipe down, but forever she was sober her sons heart simultaneously colder he hanging out selling bags in the projects checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run he was by material objects but he understood never bought respect he build a cause he could hustle and steal but got locked once it didn't hesitate to so criminals he chilled with didn't think he was you see me and niggaz like this have been equal I dont my insurecurity's at other people he feeded for props addicts with pipes and needles so he he had to prove to everyone he was evil a minded young man with infinite potetial the product of a breed capatalistic mental coincidentally dropped out of school to sell dancing with the devil, until his eyes would bleed but he was of selling trees and gave in to his greed
Everyone trying to be trife never face the you propably only did a for minor offences ask a nigga doing life if he had another but then again there's the wicked at new and advanced dance with the devil on a code cell block but thats what happens when you rape, murder and rock devils used to be gods, angels that from the top there's no diversity because we're in the melting pot
2] So Billy robbing niggaz, anything he could do he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his starting fights over little shit, up on the stepped up to selling mothers and the crack rock working overtime for making money for the spot hit the jackpot and wanted to move up to for filling the scarface fantasy in his brain of the block niggaz treating him the same he wanted to be like the cut throats and the thugs but when he to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no love they told him any motherfucking can sell drugs any nigga with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red shirt can front a blood even Puffy the motherfucker up in a club but only a real thug can stab someone till die standing in of them, starring straight into their eyes realized that these men were well guarded and they wanted to him, before business started suggested raping a bitch to prove he was cold so now he had a choice going back to his life or making money with men, up in the cife his about cars and ice, made him agree a hardcore nigga is all he ever to be and so he met them friday night at a quarter to
3] They drove around the slow while it was raining smoking blunts, drinking and joking for they saw a woman on the street walking alone three in the morning, coming from work, on her way home and so they quietly got out the car and her walking through the projects, the swallowed her they wrapped her shirt her head and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got chance to be raw so Billy her up and grapped the chick by the hair and dragged her into a lobby had nobody there she struggled but they forced her to go up the stairs they got to the roof and then held her down on the screaming shut the fuck up and stop around the shirt her face, but she screamed the clouts so stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty bastards knew what they were doing they kicked her they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving leaking through the cloth, she cried silently and then all proceeded to rape her violently Billy was meant to go first, but each of them a turn ripping her up, and choking her her throat burned a broken jaw mumbled for god but they concerned when they were done and she was bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz pulled out a new twenty-two told him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through and if he killed her he was guaranteed a in the crew he about it for a minute, she was practicly dead and so he leaned over and put the gun to her head
from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm falling and I can't turn I'm and I can't turn back
4] Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her he thought about the cold pain with the and ice and he felt strong along with his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and back the shirt cover but what he saw him start the cringine studder cuz he was starring into the of his own mother she looked back at him and cried, he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, than when they were her his whole world stopped, he even contiplate his had succesfully changed his fate and he remembered how his mom used to come late working hard for nothing, cause now what was he he turned away from the that had once given him birth and crying out to the sky cause he was and scared but only the devil responded, cause god wasn't and right he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and died with no they say take you to a better place but I doubt it after that they his mother, and never spoke about it and cause the story that I'm telling is true cuz I was there with Jacobs and I raped his mom to and now the follows me everywhere that I go infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my and every street cypher listening to little thugs he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't the devil grows inside the hearts of the and wicked white, brown, yellow and colored is not restricted you have a self destructive destiny your inflicted and you'll be one of children and fell from the top there's no because we're burning in the melting pot so the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never because the dance the devil might last you forever