1] I once a nigga whose real name was William his primary concern, was making a being the illest hustler, that the world seen he used to moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams a corrupted mind, at the age of thirteen nigga had a father and his mom was a feen she put the pipe down, but forever she was sober her sons simultaneously grew colder he started hanging out bags in the projects checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run he was fascinated by objects but he understood never bought respect he build a reputation cause he could and steal but got locked once it didn't hesitate to so criminals he chilled with didn't think he was you see me and niggaz like this never been equal I project my insurecurity's at other people he feeded for props addicts with pipes and needles so he felt he had to to everyone he was evil a fever young man with infinite potetial the product of a ghetto breed mental coincidentally out of school to sell weed with the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed but he was of selling trees and gave in to his greed
Everyone to be trife never face the consequences you propably only did a for minor offences ask a nigga doing if he had another chance but then again always the wicked at new and advanced dance forever the devil on a code cell block but thats what happens when you rape, murder and sell devils to be gods, angels that fell from the top there's no diversity because burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy started niggaz, anything he could do get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew starting fights over little shit, up on the stepped up to selling mothers and the crack rock working overtime for making money for the spot hit the jackpot and to move up to cocaine for filling the scarface fantasy in his brain tired of the niggaz treating him the same he wanted to be major the cut throats and the thugs but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no they him any motherfucking coward can sell drugs any nigga with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red can front like a blood even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a but only a real thug can stab someone till die standing in of them, starring straight into their eyes Billy realized these men were well guarded and they wanted to test him, before business suggested raping a to prove he was cold hearted so now he had a between going back to his life or making money made men, up in the cife his dreams about cars and ice, him agree a hardcore is all he ever wanted to be and so he met them night at a quarter to three
3] They drove the projects slow while it was raining smoking blunts, and joking for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the street walking three in the morning, back from work, on her way home and so they got out the car and followed her through the projects, the darkness swallowed her they wrapped her shirt her head and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got chance to be raw so Billy her up and grapped the chick by the hair and dragged her into a lobby that had there she struggled hard but they her to go up the stairs they got to the roof and then her down on the ground screaming shut the fuck up and stop around the shirt covered her face, but she the clouts so stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were they her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving blood leaking through the cloth, she silently and then they all proceeded to rape her Billy was meant to go first, but each of took a turn ripping her up, and choking her until her throat a broken jaw for god but they weren't concerned when were done and she was lying bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz out a brand new twenty-two they told him that she was a witness of what she'd gone and if he her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew he about it for a minute, she was practicly dead and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her
[Sample "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm falling and I turn back I'm and I can't turn back
4] Right he pulled the trigger, and ended her life he about the cold pain with the platinum and ice and he felt strong standing along with his new cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt but what he saw made him the cringine studder cuz he was starring the eyes of his own mother she looked at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, when they were raping her his whole stopped, he couldn't even contiplate his had succesfully changed his fate and he remembered how his mom to come home late working hard for nothing, cause now what was he he turned away from the woman that had once given him and out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared but only the devil responded, cause god there and right he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he off the roof and died with no soul they say death take you to a better but I doubt it after that they his mother, and never spoke about it and cause the story that I'm telling is true cuz I was there with Jacobs and I raped his mom to and now the devil follows me everywhere I go infact I'm sure standing among one of you at my shows and every street cypher listening to little thugs he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't the devil grows inside the hearts of the and wicked white, brown, and black colored is not restricted you have a self destructive destiny your inflicted and be one of gods children and fell from the top there's no diversity because we're in the melting pot so when the wants to dance with you, you better say never because the dance with the devil last you forever