1] I once knew a nigga whose name was William his primary concern, was making a being the illest hustler, that the world seen he used to fuck moviestars and sniff in his dreams a young mind, at the age of thirteen nigga had a father and his mom was a feen she put the pipe down, but yeah she was sober her heart simultaneously grew colder he hanging out selling bags in the projects checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run he was fascinated by objects but he understood never bought respect he build a reputation cause he hustle and steal but got once it didn't hesitate to squeal so he chilled with didn't think he was real you see me and niggaz like have never been equal I dont my insurecurity's at other people he feeded for props like addicts with pipes and so he felt he had to prove to he was evil a fever minded young man with infinite the of a ghetto breed capatalistic mental coincidentally dropped out of to sell weed dancing with the devil, smoked until his eyes bleed but he was of selling trees and gave in to his greed
Everyone trying to be trife never face the you propably only did a for minor offences ask a doing life if he had another chance but then again there's always the at new and advanced forever with the devil on a code cell block but thats what happens you rape, murder and sell rock used to be gods, angels that fell from the top there's no because we're burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy robbing niggaz, anything he could do he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his starting over little shit, up on the block stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack working overtime for money for the crack spot hit the jackpot and to move up to cocaine for the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain of the block niggaz treating him the same he wanted to be major the cut throats and the thugs but when he tried to step to 'em, showed him no love they told him any motherfucking can sell drugs any bitch with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red shirt can like a blood even Puffy the motherfucker up in a club but only a real can stab someone till they die standing in front of them, starring into their eyes Billy that these men were well guarded and they wanted to test him, before business suggested raping a to prove he was cold hearted so now he had a between going back to his life or making money made men, up in the cife his dreams about cars and ice, him agree a hardcore nigga is all he wanted to be and so he met friday night at a quarter to three
3] They drove the projects slow while it was raining smoking blunts, and joking for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the street walking three in the morning, coming from work, on her way home and so they quietly got out the car and her walking the projects, the darkness swallowed her wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got your to be raw so Billy oaked her up and the chick by the hair and her into a lobby that had nobody there she struggled hard but forced her to go up the stairs got to the roof and then held her down on the ground screaming shut the up and stop moving around the shirt covered her face, but she screamed the so Billy stomped on the bitch, until he her jaw the dirty bastards exactly what they were doing they her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving leaking through the cloth, she cried silently and then all proceeded to rape her violently Billy was meant to go first, but each of them a turn her up, and choking her until her throat burned a jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned when they were done and she was bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new they him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through and if he killed her he was guaranteed a in the crew he thought about it for a minute, she was dead and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her
from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm and I can't turn back I'm and I can't turn back
4] Right he pulled the trigger, and ended her life he thought about the cold pain the platinum and ice and he felt strong standing along his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and back the shirt cover but what he saw made him start the cringine cuz he was into the eyes of his own mother she looked at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her she more painfully, than when they were raping her his whole world stopped, he even contiplate his had succesfully changed his fate and he how his mom used to come home late hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth he turned away from the that had once given him birth and crying out to the sky cause he was and scared but only the devil responded, cause god there and right then he knew what it was to be empty and and so he jumped off the roof and died with no they say death take you to a better but I doubt it that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it and listen the story that I'm telling is true cuz I was there with Billy and I raped his mom to and now the devil me everywhere that I go infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my and every cypher listening to little thugs flowe he could be standing right next to you, and you know the devil inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked white, brown, and black colored is not restricted you have a self destructive when your inflicted and you'll be one of gods children and from the top there's no diversity we're burning in the melting pot so when the wants to dance with you, you better say never because the with the devil might last you forever