1] I once knew a nigga whose name was William his primary concern, was making a the illest hustler, that the world ever seen he used to fuck moviestars and sniff in his dreams a young mind, at the age of thirteen never had a father and his mom was a feen she put the down, but forever yeah she was sober her sons heart simultaneously colder he started hanging out selling in the projects checking the chicks, looking for hit and run prospects he was fascinated by objects but he understood money never respect he a reputation cause he could hustle and steal but got once it didn't hesitate to squeal so criminals he chilled didn't think he was real you see me and niggaz like have never been equal I dont project my at other people he for props like addicts with pipes and needles so he felt he had to to everyone he was evil a fever young man with infinite potetial the product of a ghetto capatalistic mental coincidentally dropped out of school to sell with the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed but he was sick of selling and gave in to his greed
Everyone trying to be trife never face the you propably only did a month for offences ask a nigga doing life if he had chance but then again there's always the at new and advanced dance forever with the devil on a code block but thats happens when you rape, murder and sell rock devils used to be gods, angels fell from the top there's no diversity we're burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy started robbing niggaz, anything he do get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew starting fights little shit, up on the block stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack working overtime for making money for the spot hit the and wanted to move up to cocaine for the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain tired of the niggaz treating him the same he to be major like the cut throats and the thugs but he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no love they told him any coward can sell drugs any bitch with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red shirt can front a blood even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a but a real thug can stab someone till they die standing in front of them, starring straight into their Billy realized that men were well guarded and wanted to test him, before business started suggested raping a bitch to he was cold hearted so now he had a choice between back to his life or making money with men, up in the cife his dreams cars and ice, made him agree a nigga is all he ever wanted to be and so he met them friday night at a to three
3] They drove the projects slow while it was raining smoking blunts, drinking and for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the street alone in the morning, coming back from work, on her way home and so quietly got out the car and followed her through the projects, the darkness swallowed her they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her the floor this is it kid now you got chance to be raw so Billy oaked her up and the chick by the hair and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody she hard but they forced her to go up the stairs they got to the roof and then held her on the ground screaming shut the fuck up and stop around the covered her face, but she screamed the clouts so Billy on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty knew exactly what they were doing they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she moving blood leaking through the cloth, she cried and then all proceeded to rape her violently Billy was to go first, but each of them took a turn ripping her up, and choking her her throat burned a jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and one of them niggaz out a brand new twenty-two they told him that she was a witness of she'd gone through and if he her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew he thought about it for a minute, she was practicly and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her
from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep] I'm falling and I can't turn I'm falling and I turn back
4] Right he pulled the trigger, and ended her life he thought about the cold with the platinum and ice and he felt strong standing along with his new cocked the gat to her head, and back the shirt cover but what he saw made him the cringine studder cuz he was into the eyes of his own mother she looked back at him and cried, cause he had her she more painfully, than when they were raping her his whole world stopped, he even contiplate his corruption had succesfully changed his and he remembered how his mom used to come late working hard for nothing, now what was he worth he turned from the woman that had once given him birth and out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared but only the devil responded, cause god there and right he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and died no soul they say death take you to a place but I doubt it after that they killed his mother, and never about it and listen the story that I'm telling is true cuz I was there Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom to and now the follows me everywhere that I go infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my and street cypher listening to little thugs flowe he could be standing right to you, and you wouldn't know the grows inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked white, brown, yellow and black is not restricted you have a self destructive destiny when your and you'll be one of gods children and fell the top there's no diversity because burning in the melting pot so when the devil wants to dance with you, you say never because the dance with the devil might you forever