From a crack on my sealed enters a ray of light It falls at the foot end of the bed I'm not going to leave (any more) I curse you morning light, spot on my No one here to mourn me the loss of hope in this life
The light that the day reminds me that I'm dead
I to break out, I want to be free And leave behind chains that keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my soul rotting; it fades with the years
O bastard life, for too long you me You made me that you are worth to live
A fury, a growing pain enveloped my soul, my heart love is a lie, hope is a joke day the same old song
I want to break from this vicious circle To some words of comfort, to breathe some joy
I have passed the point of no return since The of this black hole is too strong Look at me, within its darkness My God, it hurts more than I could imagine!
I cope with the emptiness Which has weaved its web my soul I've sunk in the of desperation And yet I'm here, a fool the fools
The has come... the angel of death looks me straight in the like a He stands staring with empty gaze- like an statue and tries to break the which guards my soul But all joyless years have dried my tears every emotion of my well-worn body which rots and disintegrates The angel smells the stench of slow disgusted, he disappears into the I cut my flesh with my broken enjoy the of life flowing The cancer has left my and yet I'm more than dead...