From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of It down at the foot end of the bed that I'm not going to (any more) I curse you morning light, spot on my No one here to mourn with me the loss of in this life
The light that the day reminds me that I'm dead
I want to break out, I want to be And leave behind chains that keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my soul it fades away with the years
O bastard life, for too long you me You made me that you are worth to live
A growing fury, a growing enveloped my soul, paralysed my love is a lie, hope is a joke every day the same old
I want to break free this vicious circle To hear some words of comfort, to breathe joy
I have the point of no return since long: The of this black hole is too strong Look at me, disappearing its darkness My God, it more than I could possibly imagine!
I must cope the emptiness has weaved its web around my soul I've in the abyss of desperation And yet I'm here, a fool among the
The has come... the angel of death me straight in the eyes like a He stands there with empty like an ancient statue and tries to the shield which guards my soul But all joyless years eventually dried my tears drained emotion of my well-worn body slowly rots and disintegrates The angel the stench of slow death disgusted, he disappears into the I cut my flesh with my nails enjoy the fluid of flowing The has left my heart and yet I'm more than dead...