From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of It falls down at the end of the bed that I'm not going to (any more) I curse you morning light, spot on my No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in this
The that brings the day reminds me that I'm dead
I to break out, I want to be free And leave behind chains that keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my soul it fades away with the years
O bastard life, for too long you me You made me that you are worth to live
A fury, a growing pain enveloped my soul, my heart love is a lie, hope is a joke every day the same old
I want to break free this vicious circle To hear words of comfort, to breathe some joy
I passed the point of no return since long: The of this black hole is too strong at me, disappearing within its darkness My God, it hurts more than I could imagine!
I cope with the emptiness Which has weaved its web around my I've sunk in the of desperation And yet I'm here, a fool the fools
The has come... the angel of death looks me straight in the like a He there staring with gaze- like an ancient statue and to break the shield guards my empty soul But all those joyless eventually dried my tears drained emotion of my well-worn body which slowly rots and The smells the stench of slow death disgusted, he into the night I cut my flesh my broken nails enjoy the fluid of flowing The cancer has left my and yet I'm more ever dead...