From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of It down at the foot end of the bed I'm not going to leave (any more) I curse you light, spot on my solitude No one to mourn with me the loss of hope in this life
The that brings the day reminds me that I'm dead
I want to break out, I want to be And leave behind chains that keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my soul it fades away with the years
O bastard life, for too you fooled me You made me believe that you are to live
A fury, a growing pain enveloped my soul, my heart love is a lie, hope is a morbid every day the same old
I want to break free from vicious circle To hear some words of comfort, to some joy
I have passed the point of no since long: The of this black hole is too strong Look at me, disappearing its darkness My God, it hurts than I could possibly imagine!
I must with the emptiness Which has weaved its web around my sunk in the abyss of desperation And yet I'm here, a among the fools
The has come... the angel of looks me straight in the eyes a basilisk He stands staring with empty gaze- like an statue and tries to break the which my empty soul But all those joyless eventually dried my tears drained emotion of my well-worn body which slowly rots and The smells the stench of slow death disgusted, he disappears the night I cut my flesh with my broken enjoy the fluid of flowing The cancer has left my and yet I'm more than dead...