From a crack on my window enters a ray of light It down at the foot end of the bed that I'm not to leave (any more) I curse you morning light, on my solitude No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in life
The light that brings the day reminds me I'm dead
I want to out, I want to be free And leave behind these chains keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my rotting; it fades away with the years
O life, for too long you fooled me You made me believe that you are worth to
A growing fury, a growing my soul, paralysed my heart love is a lie, hope is a joke every day the same old
I want to break free from this circle To some words of comfort, to breathe some joy
I passed the point of no return since long: The gravity of this black is too strong at me, disappearing within its darkness My God, it hurts than I could possibly imagine!
I must cope the emptiness has weaved its web around my soul I've sunk in the of desperation And yet I'm here, a among the fools
The has come... the angel of looks me straight in the eyes a basilisk He there staring with empty like an ancient statue and tries to the shield which my empty soul But all those years have dried my tears drained every of my well-worn body which rots and disintegrates The angel the stench of slow death disgusted, he disappears into the I cut my flesh with my broken the fluid of life flowing The cancer has left my and yet I'm more ever dead...