From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of It down at the foot end of the bed I'm not going to leave (any more) I curse you morning light, on my solitude No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in life
The light that the day reminds me that I'm dead
I want to break out, I want to be And leave behind chains that keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my rotting; it fades away with the years
O life, for too long you fooled me You made me that you are worth to live
A growing fury, a pain my soul, paralysed my heart love is a lie, hope is a morbid every day the same old
I want to break free from this circle To hear some words of comfort, to breathe joy
I passed the point of no return since long: The of this black hole is too strong Look at me, disappearing within its My God, it hurts than I could possibly imagine!
I must cope the emptiness has weaved its web around my soul I've in the abyss of desperation And yet I'm here, a among the fools
The has come... the angel of death looks me straight in the a basilisk He stands staring with empty gaze- like an ancient and tries to the shield which guards my soul But all joyless years have dried my tears every emotion of my well-worn body which slowly and disintegrates The angel smells the stench of slow disgusted, he disappears the night I cut my flesh my broken nails the fluid of life flowing The cancer has my heart and yet I'm than ever dead...