From a crack on my window enters a ray of light It falls at the foot end of the bed that I'm not going to (any more) I curse you morning light, on my solitude No one here to mourn with me the loss of in this life
The that brings the day reminds me that I'm dead
I to break out, I want to be free And leave behind these chains keep me captive My life a ruin, it has me I smell my soul rotting; it away with the years
O bastard life, for too you fooled me You made me believe that you are worth to
A growing fury, a growing my soul, paralysed my heart love is a lie, hope is a joke every day the same old
I want to free from this vicious circle To hear words of comfort, to breathe some joy
I have passed the point of no return long: The gravity of this black is too strong at me, disappearing within its darkness My God, it hurts more than I could imagine!
I must cope the emptiness Which has its web around my soul sunk in the abyss of desperation And yet I'm here, a fool among the
The has come... the angel of death looks me straight in the a basilisk He there staring with empty like an ancient statue and to break the shield which guards my empty But all those joyless have eventually dried my drained every of my well-worn body which rots and disintegrates The angel smells the stench of slow disgusted, he disappears the night I cut my flesh my broken nails enjoy the of life flowing The has left my heart and yet I'm more ever dead...