From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of It falls down at the end of the bed I'm not going to leave (any more) I curse you light, spot on my solitude No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in this
The light that brings the day reminds me that I'm
I want to out, I want to be free And leave these chains that keep me captive My a ruin, it has ruined me I smell my soul rotting; it fades away with the
O bastard life, for too you fooled me You made me believe that you are to live
A fury, a growing pain enveloped my soul, paralysed my love is a lie, is a morbid joke day the same old song
I want to break free this vicious circle To some words of comfort, to breathe some joy
I have the point of no return since long: The of this black hole is too strong at me, disappearing within its darkness My God, it hurts more than I could imagine!
I cope with the emptiness Which has weaved its web around my sunk in the abyss of desperation And yet I'm here, a among the fools
The has come... the angel of death looks me straight in the a basilisk He stands staring with empty gaze- like an ancient and tries to break the guards my empty soul But all joyless years have eventually dried my drained every of my well-worn body slowly rots and disintegrates The angel smells the of slow death disgusted, he disappears the night I cut my flesh my broken nails enjoy the of life flowing The has left my heart and yet I'm more than dead...